you can read me like an open book

Â â™¥ 12:08 PM

Thanks for the birthday wishes people! Really appreciate it alot.
and thanks to the girls for spending time with me at vivo! (:

Â â™¥ 8:40 AM

These days have been really dull. and my mood is at the lowest of lows.
i miss my grandma. :(

Sigh..

Â â™¥ 10:55 PM

why can't you understand?
when i ask you one question, you bombard me with accusations.
Never did i expect things to turn out this way for something that minor.
Why can't you take some time to hear me out?
It's been ongoing for years, why can't you stop?
i've been really hurt by your actions, mummy.
But you will never have an idea, afterall, there is always this little hole that is more trustworthy.

Â â™¥ 11:25 PM

Big Bang - G dragon and Top(tempo) rapping

Two members of a new korean group, Big bang.
Love their rendition of Mariah carey's we belong together.
Plus the guy with the specs is really really cute.ahhhhhh.(:

Exams are over!
and i'm starting work tmr.(#@$%#^$)
Starting to have doubts about working.
But seriously, no pain no gain, no work no ka ching ka ching$.
Have been making full use of my weekends, you-tubing. :)))
i think i'll youtube every single day from now on, have so many shows to watch!
hahaha!

Okay now about Jess's party (so sorry for the late update,you know Exams and such.tsk)
It was awesome!
Seeing so many people like jiaying, yunrou,BOBO!
OH MY!
hahaha!
And jess had such a shock!
Living at where i am now, it was such a bother to get home, so i stayed over at jess's place.
Thanks girl!
and i must say her grandma damn cute!
Not much details here but you can check out other people's blog. (:

Dad's birthday on, the other hand, was really simple.
Dinner at sakura and we learnt more about my dad.
i starting to admire him more and more.
Love you daddy!(:

Shinwa State of The Art 2006 Concert in Singapore
I'm still thinking of whether or not to go, since my bro decided to ditch me, telling me he has no cash unless i pay the ticket(full price) for him. Crazy bloody sucking monster!
But the chances of Shinhwa coming back to Singapore for another concert is near to NADA! NIL! ZERO!
i want to go i want to go! :(

Â â™¥ 1:13 PM

i'm a living dead.
I may look like a normal human being,
but am so emotionally lifeless.
The feeling is neither here nor there.
There are times, i felt like crying then part of me was like no, i don't.
These mix emotions are so gosh damn fustrating!
I wish i have a gun and then i'll be able to just shoot myself in the head, and maybe just maybe, i'll be able to feel something, even if it was for a sec or less.
But one thing for sure,
i hate SB environment.
i hope that area gets burn down or something.
With people giving you that freaking eye everytime, you just wish to poke their eyeballs and see them scream while you enjoy their pain.
I'm sick, i know.
i just cannot take it.
And it's been only a sem.
WAY TO GO JOLENE!
Don't worry, no matter what i shall endure.

BIG SIGH.
The exams are coming.
i thought FOM paper is on wed but no it's on tues!
freaked me out so bad!
but still, i couldn't get myself to study, i just couldn't concentrate.:(
Gotta go and hit the books again.
Shall update about jess and daddy's birthday soon. ciao.

Â â™¥ 11:09 PM

Welcome to Singapore Youth Park.

Firstly i have got to complain!
That lady working at the national youth council was really damn #$#%^ rude.
i hope she gets fired or she will very soon with that attitude of hers.
tsk tsk.
Me and Dilys went to the skate park to take some photos.
I chickened out about doing the project based on the youth park because the people there scares me.
We were afraid that if we were to take photos of them, they would skate over and beat the hell out of us. haha.

The best picture i took at the skate park.

ya it was that bad

but of course Dilys was the daring one and took a whole load of pictures.
Hanged around there for quite some time for there were eyecandies around.
Dilys even nicknamed them boy boy.

One of the boy boy-s. There were 2 other boy boy-s.

It was actually pretty fun all in all.
and that girl wouldn't even let me rest my head on her shoulder because she wants to appear single and available for some rich ass kid. haha.

Oh and i bumped into chunjie,junwei and their friend when i was on my way to school today.
haha! why did i typed out that sentence?
It's because i know Chun visits my blog.
HI CHUN!! hahaha!
(okay sorry, i'm a little high and i don't know why)

Â â™¥ 10:31 PM

Meet the spirit that haunts DMC01.

Today was quite entertaining.
We went wild taking pics at the japanese cultural room during CC lesson.

Hello there, ninja.

Twist ninjas twist.

Had our ICP presentation.
It went better than i expected actually.
Loads of credits to Elieen for working so hard on the project.
LOVES FISHBALL! ((:

Tmr is Kai's presentation.
hopefully she will score another straight A.
i miss my fart fart badly.:(