u are too emo

2006-12-23T12:08:00.000-08:00

Thanks for the birthday wishes people! Really appreciate it alot.
and thanks to the girls for spending time with me at vivo! (:

2006-12-04T08:40:00.000-08:00

These days have been really dull. and my mood is at the lowest of lows.
i miss my grandma. :(

Sigh..

2006-08-24T22:55:00.000-07:00

why can't you understand?
when i ask you one question, you bombard me with accusations.
Never did i expect things to turn out this way for something that minor.
Why can't you take some time to hear me out?
It's been ongoing for years, why can't you stop?
i've been really hurt by your actions, mummy.
But you will never have an idea, afterall, there is always this little hole that is more trustworthy.

2006-08-20T23:25:00.000-07:00

Big Bang - G dragon and Top(tempo) rapping

Two members of a new korean group, Big bang.
Love their rendition of Mariah carey's we belong together.
Plus the guy with the specs is really really cute.ahhhhhh.(:

Exams are over!
and i'm starting work tmr.(#@$%#^$)
Starting to have doubts about working.
But seriously, no pain no gain, no work no ka ching ka ching$.
Have been making full use of my weekends, you-tubing. :)))
i think i'll youtube every single day from now on, have so many shows to watch!
hahaha!

Okay now about Jess's party (so sorry for the late update,you know Exams and such.tsk)
It was awesome!
Seeing so many people like jiaying, yunrou,BOBO!
OH MY!
hahaha!
And jess had such a shock!
Living at where i am now, it was such a bother to get home, so i stayed over at jess's place.
Thanks girl!
and i must say her grandma damn cute!
Not much details here but you can check out other people's blog. (:

Dad's birthday on, the other hand, was really simple.
Dinner at sakura and we learnt more about my dad.
i starting to admire him more and more.
Love you daddy!(:

Shinwa State of The Art 2006 Concert in Singapore
I'm still thinking of whether or not to go, since my bro decided to ditch me, telling me he has no cash unless i pay the ticket(full price) for him. Crazy bloody sucking monster!
But the chances of Shinhwa coming back to Singapore for another concert is near to NADA! NIL! ZERO!
i want to go i want to go! :(

2006-08-12T13:13:00.000-07:00

i'm a living dead.
I may look like a normal human being,
but am so emotionally lifeless.
The feeling is neither here nor there.
There are times, i felt like crying then part of me was like no, i don't.
These mix emotions are so gosh damn fustrating!
I wish i have a gun and then i'll be able to just shoot myself in the head, and maybe just maybe, i'll be able to feel something, even if it was for a sec or less.
But one thing for sure,
i hate SB environment.
i hope that area gets burn down or something.
With people giving you that freaking eye everytime, you just wish to poke their eyeballs and see them scream while you enjoy their pain.
I'm sick, i know.
i just cannot take it.
And it's been only a sem.
WAY TO GO JOLENE!
Don't worry, no matter what i shall endure.

BIG SIGH.
The exams are coming.
i thought FOM paper is on wed but no it's on tues!
freaked me out so bad!
but still, i couldn't get myself to study, i just couldn't concentrate.:(
Gotta go and hit the books again.
Shall update about jess and daddy's birthday soon. ciao.

2006-07-21T23:09:00.000-07:00

Welcome to Singapore Youth Park.

Firstly i have got to complain!
That lady working at the national youth council was really damn #$#%^ rude.
i hope she gets fired or she will very soon with that attitude of hers.
tsk tsk.
Me and Dilys went to the skate park to take some photos.
I chickened out about doing the project based on the youth park because the people there scares me.
We were afraid that if we were to take photos of them, they would skate over and beat the hell out of us. haha.

The best picture i took at the skate park.

ya it was that bad

but of course Dilys was the daring one and took a whole load of pictures.
Hanged around there for quite some time for there were eyecandies around.
Dilys even nicknamed them boy boy.

One of the boy boy-s. There were 2 other boy boy-s.

It was actually pretty fun all in all.
and that girl wouldn't even let me rest my head on her shoulder because she wants to appear single and available for some rich ass kid. haha.

Oh and i bumped into chunjie,junwei and their friend when i was on my way to school today.
haha! why did i typed out that sentence?
It's because i know Chun visits my blog.
HI CHUN!! hahaha!
(okay sorry, i'm a little high and i don't know why)

2006-07-19T22:31:00.000-07:00

Meet the spirit that haunts DMC01.

Today was quite entertaining.
We went wild taking pics at the japanese cultural room during CC lesson.

Hello there, ninja.

Twist ninjas twist.

Had our ICP presentation.
It went better than i expected actually.
Loads of credits to Elieen for working so hard on the project.
LOVES FISHBALL! ((:

Tmr is Kai's presentation.
hopefully she will score another straight A.
i miss my fart fart badly.:(

2006-07-16T00:33:00.000-07:00

i swear Winnie The Pooh never fails to amuse me.
Firstly, he (It's a he right?) had gotten a star at the Hollywood Walk Of Fame
and now this.
hahaha!
GO KUNGFU POOH!

Pirates Of the Carribean was good, just that i expected more from it.
The ending was just bleh.
Have to wait a year or so to know how to story continues.
and i must say, Johnny Depp is one major hottie.
he's really charming and an excellent actor.
Plus he still watches teletubbies and all other childish shows, even though his kids have outgrown them.
now ain't that a cool daddy?
Can't say the same for my dad.

ME: *turns on the television*
DAD: Eh. Why are you watching cartoon?
ME: *ignores and continue watching*
DAD: Switch channels leh. i didn't get cable vision for you to watch cartoons okay.
DAD: * snatches controller and switches channel*

:(

Went for Baybeats after the movie.
Met up with jo, sue, eil, dilys,kavee and his friend.
Wasn't in the mood to dance, afterall, i've been affected by the oh so dull and sticky situation before, which i didn't wish to be part of.
Saw some familiar faces whom i didn't shout out to.
Reason being:
1. i don't think they remember me
2. it would be awkward
3. i'm just lazy

Afterwhich, i spent the night at Dilys'.
thanks for playing host girl. (:
love love.

Me and Dilys.

There are more to add on for this entry, but like i said, i'm lazy so i'll just end off here.
BYE

2006-07-05T07:16:00.000-07:00

i am so close to breaking down into tears right now,
so please do disregard the vulgarities i'm about use,
but even if you don't, i'm not gonna give a damn.
i am so fucking pissed!!!!
my thumbdrive went missing just when i needed it the most!
I kept getting a bad vibe these past few days and sure enough luck isn't going my way.
and i even knocked my head into a glass panel just now.
FUCK man.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
Despite typing all those FUCKs, i don't even feel a tad better.
i should just run to a corner and cry my heart out now.
and last but not least,
FUCK!!!!

2006-06-19T22:27:00.000-07:00

Some siblings' loving on my bro's 20th birthday.

The Guys enjoy the world cup, simply because it's a male thing, you know soccer, and it's a world event, what more can a guy ask for right?
The Girls too enjoy the world cup, but for another reason, to enjoy the hot eye-candies put before our eyes, taking off their shirts after scoring a goal! Muhahaha.
Click HERE
Now tell me, which girl now have not gotten the world cup fever, because i know i did after going through that thread. droolsss.(inserts pervertic girl face here) HAHA!

Yesterday it was Daddy's day. i must say i was a bad daughter, i totally ruined my dad's day. Let's just say my stubborness was the only down side of the entire day. But everything got resolved at the end of the day and we had peranakan cuisine for dinner! It was D E L I C I O U S and got me reminiscing about our DID trip to melaka,the fun fun moments we had together, me and fiona forever falling asleep on the tour bus, me and kai sleeping over at minmin's room where there were 10 other people in the same room as us, Hu and I having to stick our butt together throughout the night, shopping at the night market, being afraid to bathe,frantically snapping photos all the way and much much more! Oh what the heck, to make things easier just browse through the photo album link.haha! It was just pure fun! Sigh. miss miss .....

To my daddy, though we both wanna strangle each other at times, but i really can't imagine life without you bugging me with your crazy antics.HAPPY DADDY'S DAY DAD!(((:

The man himself looking oh so blur.hahaha!

2006-06-17T23:19:00.000-07:00

I stood alone,
with nothing but my shadowy companion,
wishing you were here with me through thick and thin.
But at the end of the day,
who was i trying to kid,
there was no you and me to begin with.

2006-06-13T23:35:00.000-07:00

Picture taken at yy's place last wed.
MAHJONG MAHJONG MAHJONG, that was what it was all about that day!
and not to forget, there were phototaking and lots of laughing too!
Great to finally meet up with just the three of them.
Banga loveee.((:

Was watching the news and there was a bunch of japanese gathering together to watch the match last night.
and this one jap guy ran up to the camera and said..
"AAAAA!! WHY LOSE!! I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!"
That was such a singaporean way to phrase it. puahaha! But i do share the same thoughts as him though. Japan, how could you all lose! You guys are all too cute to have lost to Aus! Why oh why oh why? :( oh well, one more match to decide their fate in this world cup.

Anyway,went out and did some lonely shopping today, this time at cityhall and harbour front. It was super boring maybe due to the fact that i wasn't in the mood to shop. Spotted a few good stuff but i've already spent way too much this holidays, so i better keep my money where it should be, in my wallet.

My granny tried talking to me just now, but i couldn't understand what she was saying and boy was it awkward. i felt terribly bad after that. Sigh..Seeing my grandma staying at home every single day, with no one by her side is just heartbreaking.I should really work on my cantonese in order to communicate with her, instead of using just the usual few phrases/sentences such as, "lei ho ma/lei ji men ji/sak se"(the last phrase doesn't count). Oh pardon me, i couldn't even type out those sentences in the correct pronunciation. It's time to get my dad to speak to me in cantonese and nothing else. Am so so ashamed of my lack of ability to speak in my own dialect. TSK!

And I just found out that my new Zara top have stains all over it. I wore it just once and have it washed and suddenly it came back to mummy, with chicken pocks all over. Mummy is sad that her baby is like this! :(((

oh and as you can see, i changed my template. But it's still under construction though.Do give me somemore time, thank you very muchie.(:

2006-06-07T13:27:00.000-07:00

Class photo with deborah. :(
she left us for a better job offer.Sweet of her to treat us to pizza and m&ms.sigh. Let's just hope that our next CC teacher will be as good as her.

Am going through the whole should i or should i not chop off my hair phase again.
This is just a glimpse of how i would look like it i did chop it off. Give me your views okay.

Annewaste, i shall update a little more about my life.
On Monday, i went shopping on my own!
i know this may not be a big deal to many but it was a first for me.
I'm so freaking proud of myself.
Walking around town alone was awesome actually.Did come across some interesting people like a girl from Nanyang pulling her undies and this other girl who walked around in her heels trying to look all glam but you could tell from her feet that it ain't doing her any good. It was funny just looking at her trying to keep a straight face.haha! Well well. I'm mean.But doesn't it feels good to be mean once in a while? (:
Bought some tops to make myself feel better because recently everything has gone haywire. But yea,retail therapy sure does helps alot.
Oh and did i mention that i LOVE dilys?!
The project meeting yesterday was just #&%$(%$.
i couldn't take it, and it showed in my face.
BUT, felt much better after starbucksing with my dear roughy, talking and laughing. Simply great. (:

Sigh.I'm so far behind for eeeeky-learning too. Whatever. I'm actually quite confident that i'll be able to finish all the work by friday as long as i start work tonight. Gonna go yy's house for mahjong later on. It's been so looooong since i last touched a mahjong tile and now my mahjong skills are getting rusty. In fact, i have actually forgotten how to play! hahaha! Oh well, Miss Judy, the mahjong queen, is bound to enlighten me later. keeheeheee.

And now, i'm currently blogging in an empty house.
YES. My furnitures have been moved to the storage place.
Seems like just a year ago i moved here, and now i'm off and away from this place. Sigh.The playtimes with the neighbours, getting into trouble with a japanese dude, that whole my house caught fire incident, melissa complaining to me about my mom's late night singing, all these memories, be it good or bad, had taken place in this condo...SIGH!I'M MISSING THIS PLACE ALREADY. :(

I DON'T WANT TO MOVE! :(((

2006-05-24T23:39:00.000-07:00

HUGEASS COLLECTION OF PHOTOS LAST WEEK

Tues.
Went back to DE to visit the DID folks and had lunch with them. It was supposed to be a private date for me and kai, but oh well,it didn't matter.They made me feel like i'm still part of the class even though i am no longer in DID. Damn! I really miss and love them!

Burp burp and Fart fart.

What a DORK! How can i not miss her. :(

Somewhat a normal picture of us.

hahaha! Both of me and cat looking like 5 years olds.

Horrible picture of me and na, but i still love her.

Weds.
Took truckloads of photos that day when we walked from Bugis to Plaza Sing. Millions more still with minmin. Am waiting for her to send them to me. Had a blast with those three though i was being all pmsy that day. Thanks for putting up with me girls.(: (Shall upload the rest in another entry)

Kissing Fishball(me, fishball,dicky and roughy)

Maria and i

The trio whom i spent my after school hours with.

Wild mushroom.

King kong and I were camwhoring.

San gu.(:

Min,Hu and me.

Thurs.
Bumped into Mau when i was at the slacking at the clubhouse with my friends. Went off to have a chat with her. It's been a while. But we really did alot of talking,updating each other with our lives. and oh my goodness, mau nearly fell when we ran back into the train. so malu can! hahaha! Everyone in the train was staring at us and we couldn't stop laughing! hahaha! It was a first seeing mau being so singaporean(kiasu-ness). tsk tsk. xp

Fri.
Nothing much happened. Eileen was really really sick. Get well soon hun.
Had CC test that day. I felt so bad for Debra(lecturer) as my handwriting was nothing but a bunch of mess, with scribbles and cancellations all over the papers. Even I became all cross-eyed when i went through the test. Tsk. My use of language was pretty bad and i didn't do much for the editing part.Hopefully i'll be able to get a pass. Yes. Just a pass is all i want.

My other half in DMC(:

Looking like a retard.

Anyway, i have been absolutely dying to say, or should i put it this way,sing this.
NONG NONG AGO.NONG NONG AGO.
The guy who sang this on singapore idol is so adorable. (as in innocently/nerdish adorable when he performed)
YAY! Project runway tonight!(((:

2006-05-19T23:40:00.000-07:00

I NEED HELP!

Pick ONE of these four photos which you think BEST represent my bro's personality .
Strangers,aliens,anyone will do!Just leave your comment by clicking the hyperlink at the bottom of this entry. Please give your honest opinion because i need this for my project.Thank you very much!(:

2006-05-12T20:22:00.000-07:00

School is taking it's toll on me.( the number one phrase in everybody's blog)But sadly,it's all true.I'm finding it hard to wake up in time for school. Like what Dilys said, I'm forever late! But she was late on thurs too! PUHAHAHA! It was hilarious just looking at her face when she came running towards me and Earlene. Tsk tsk. LATECOMER!
Projects are now pouring in like crazy. I've to admit.I'm the slackest one in my group (which is a huge NONO). I'm gonna get my ass off to work after this entry. Life at SB is okay. It's getting alittle boring though. Well, maybe because i'm not in the mood these days. And earning the nick UNGLAM is soo..unglam can. oh my goodness.
Well, i have been blogging these days just that they are all hidden entries. Too bad if you can't view them because i know that there are a no.of slient readers lingering around my blog.(which i really dislike.) If you are silent all the time, please leave my blog. i find it especially tempting to lock up my blog so that no one else except close friends could read them.
There were quite a no. of unforeseen events unfolding in front of me. Sigh. Am seriously worried about my mom these days.Hopefully all will be well soon.

2006-05-05T23:08:00.000-07:00

It broke my heart when i saw her went through the ritual all alone.Stubborn thoughts filled my mind and refused to get out. Why did she have to go through all these? Helplessness was all i felt. What to do? What to say? But i know for sure that this girl is so strong-minded that no word can even do it justice. I really respect and look up to her. Really.From the bottom of my heart.As i'm typing this entry, tears sting my eyes.

Life is so fragile don't you think? One moment you may be laughing with someone and at the very moment, that person may be gone, forever. Taking things for granted is not going to do any good. So do cherish those around you a little more. A simple smile to them each day is already a sign to show that you care.
so :)

2006-05-04T14:17:00.000-07:00

Twists and turns.

I pray that all will be well for SY. Stay strong girl. When i heard the news, my heart totally sunk.I don't know what to say to console you. Just know that we will always be there for you no matter what.

Along the way, as we try to chew in the facts of life, there are times where we find out something we don't wanna know.Are we able to swallow it down like it was nothing then?

Whatever you guys want to do,you all can do it. But please, it's your health, your life. Think about it. Tonnes of people pay millions to have their lives lengthen even if it were to be a week or maybe for a day, and yet you all don't cherish what you have, and even abusing it.Yes, you may find this a nag,thus hiding the truth from us. But we, as friends, are suppose to guide you in the right direction. But it's still up to you all. All i can say is that this is totally unexpected.It's like one blow after another. Am utterly disappointed. And you may say, just cause we _ _ _ _ _ (i refused to say out that word) doesn't mean we changed. The fact is, there is a change, and it's a major one believe it or not. You guys hid something so huge from us for such a long period of time,how are we suppose to accept that? That is really such an alien move that one finds it hard to accept.

2006-05-02T18:00:00.000-07:00

On my way home after a shopping trip with Dilys and Hazel, there was this adorable little kid and his sister.

Girl:*nudge him*
Boy:Stop disturbing me!
Girl:*pokes him*
Boy: (yells out maid's name) you see you see!
Girl: *continues to disturb him*
Boy: STOP!
Boy:Or i call 999 ar!

MUHAHAHA! Ah.. The beauty of being oh so innocent.

"It has only been a week since i've known you and we are already shopping together."
- Roughy

So true so true. It's wierd in the sense that it has only been a week. hahaha! It seems much longer than that for some reason.And dang that girl is sucha shopaholic too. Runs to the clothes and squeaks, "Sooo cute!".hurhur.I think she will go crazy if she ever opens a clothing stall and probably refuses to the clothes just so she can keep them all for herself.haha. So, what did we buy in the end? Nothing.:)))

Us three.

2006-04-30T20:40:00.000-07:00

GOOD TIMES.

So many changes, so difficult to handle.
Finally able to find some spare time to pack up my things.
My room is now half empty.
Bye bye interior and kiddish stuff.
This place which i've been calling home for the last 12 years is gonna be someone else's soon. :(((
Even my grandma is moving.
Woah.

Talking about changes, my first week in class of 01, DMC was surpassingly better than what i've expected.
Thoughts of being a loner flooded my mind before stepping into the campus.
I am known as the new girl, and also the 2nd Jolene.
Yes, you've seen it right, there are two jolene-s in the class.
Never thought i would click so well with one of my classmate, whose nick shall be rough rough from now on. haha! Dylis! Merely spent like an hour plus with her and tears of laughter came rolling down our cheeks. No kidding. As of the rest of my classmates, i don't even know all of their names let alone their personalities. haha. But it has only been a week, so let's see how things goes from there okay.

Then to someone.I'm sorry i walked passed you like twice without even noticing. Didn't know you were just an inch away from me. Don't worry, shall scream "HELLO!" the next time i see you all right.:)

To end off this entry,
here is something i've been dying to blog about for the longest period of time.

10 Ways to freak out your roomate

10) Collect potatoes. Paint faces on them and give them names.Name one after your roommate. Separate your roommate's potato from the others. Wait a few days, and then bake your roommate's potato and eat it. Explain to your roommate, ''He just didn't belong.''
9) Move everything to one side of the room. Ask your roommate if he knows how much an elephant weighs, and look at the floor on the empty side of the room with concern.
8) Draw a tiny black line on your nose. Make it bigger everyday. Look at it and say, ''The hair, it's growing. Growing!''
7) Buy some knives. Sharpen them every night. While you're doing so, look at your roommate and mutter, ''Soon, soon....''
6) Collect hundreds of pens and pile them on one side of the room. Keep one pencil on the other side of the room. Laugh at the pencil.
5) Tell your roommate, ''I've got an important message for you.'' Then pretend to faint. When you recover, say you can't remember what the message was. Later on, say, ''Oh, yeah, I remember!'' Pretend to faint again. Keep this up for several weeks.
4) While your roommate is out, glue your shoes to the ceiling.When your roommate walks in, sit on the floor, hold your head,and moan.
3) Make a sandwich. Don't eat it, leave it on the floor. Ignore the sandwich. Wait until your roommate gets rid of it, and then say, ''Hey, where the heck is my sandwich!?'' Complain loudly that you are hungry.
2) Every time your roommate walks in yell, ''Hooray! You're back!'' as loud as you can and dance around the room for five minutes. Afterwards, keep looking at your watch and saying,''Shouldn't you be going somewhere?''
1) Talk back to your Rice Krispies. All of a sudden, act offended, throw the bowl on the floor and kick it. Refuse to clean it up, explaining, "No, I want to watch them suffer."

Would love to try these out next time if i ever have a roomate. MUHAHA!

2006-04-21T22:05:00.000-07:00

Firstly, i've got to thank The Lord, for giving me a spot in Sp's Media and Communication, and also minmin,fio,yunyin,jesslyn,my family and the list goes on and on.(it seems like i'm giving a thankful speech after receiving an award.hurhur)
oh oh.And loads of love to those who listened to my constant whining :))
So, you would ask," how was the first day of school?"
Well frankly, i skipped school on the very first day.
I was too mentally unprepared for school.
I'm still in the holiday mood.
Yes, i know i should be grateful for having a second chance.
So i went to school today, only to be encourage to skip classes today too.(Ahem Charmaine Ahem.)
This whole new evironment was so nerve-racking for me that i couldn't speak properly the entire day.
Sigh.
But you could say the time was pretty well spent for we went around exploring the unknown place called the Business area.(dum dum dumO.O)
I'm not gonna say that i like it there.
i still miss DE and our comfy studio, which is currently filled with year ones.
And also the people there, the familiar settings.Everything!
Please move media and comm to the school of DE!! :((
Yeah no link buttttt..
I miss that area so so so much!
Anyway, back to the topic.
We headed back to the school of DE, hung out with the others.
Finally get the see Angelic the 2nd. HAHA!
Lets just say she's shorter than the original, and couldn't smile without sticking her tongue out like :p.(the emoticon is cuter though. haha! i'm so mean! :D)
Then, it was time for us to go back to that unfamiliar ground where the Business blocks stand.
Lecture was actually pretty good.Funny and interesting.
But, it's only the first lecture, and usually the 3rd onwards will be a dread.
Didn't make any friends from my class today.:(
Because of that,i'm so grateful to Charmaine for being by my side the entire day.<3
Now, i don't want monday to come.
For when monday comes, me and Charmaine will part.:(
i don't want to be a loner.
AHH!

2006-04-14T06:29:00.000-07:00

Chalet at Aloha Loyang Pasir Ris. (9th April,Sunday)

Woke up late, so i was the 2nd latest to arrive at the chalet.(i think) The latest was Jinming. But can't blame him since he was sick.Initially, some studied while some went to play soccor? When evening came,it was bbq time. The guys did the cooking while the girls did most of the eating, which only at 4e bbqs are we able to have this kind of privilege.haha.Ate mostly eggs that night.Afterwhich watched "Super band"(Tsk tsk.Most of the groups sounded terrible), then went home with the jc people plus kaizi.

Yy's narcissism gone bad. haha. xp

Me and Jess.

Group Photo.

The three of us.
(we were camwhoring on our way back, but almost all of the photos were either ugly looking or scary looking.)

Slumber Party at Jiayan's (10-11th)

i absolutely adore her house!
It's so posh.The other 9 of us were like country pumpkins raiding through her place. It even smelled like a new house.Seriously.Even her house door is electronic.(those password operated kind)
So 10 girls,starting the fire for the bbq is suppose to be diffcult right? But no, it's just a simple fly. Why? Because i was there to do everything! Hurhurhur. NAH.It's because the bbq pits are electronic too!(talk about high tech).
And her bathroom is sucha horrifying place.When we were bathing, we could see the person outside clearly. and it scared the poo out of us all whenever we were bathing, that some people, like Min min(tsk tsk),would purposely come up to the door to make us feel insecure, like they could see us naked, but the fact is they can't.
Okay okay.enough talk about her house already. xp
My fav food that day has to be the chocolate fondue. Everybody was like devouring the taste of the hot chocolate. yummmmyyy.Played a couple games. It's like a normal slumber party, with ghost stories, pillow fights, truth or dare blah blah blah.Had lots of laugh, especially with Shanhu.ahaha!
Thanks for that little performance at the end guys.Love love!:)))
Lazy to upload, so pics will be coming up another time.

2006-04-08T23:18:00.000-07:00

What an act carried out in public that blinded my poor eyes.
A guy was scratching his "mini him" right in front of me like twice.
>< !!!
I was so horrified and it didn't help that the bus took like half an hr to come.
Oh please,
if it's so itchy to the point where it is unbearable, please run to a nearby toilet or a corner to scratch it.
Don't do it right in front of someone whose eye view is around your ahem!
(i was sitting, what do you expect? haha)

And Geez,
i don't get why the government jailed/fined racist bloggers, when they couldn't even control people from Service sectors from displaying racist acts.
I've seen these two poor indian fellows flagging for a cab, but a couple of cabs went by, pretending that they didn't see them at all.It was so obvious that they didn't wanna pick those fellows up.
I admit, everyone is racist.(me included)
But they are working, furthermore they are in the service sector, they shouldn't be behaving that way.
Tsk tsk.

Annewaste back to life,
I gotta thank Fiona for spending the day out with me,laughing at people's skating skill. haha.
Though i still don't understand why the little indian girl came up to you instead of me.I'm like cuter LOR.haha!
Well, at least i'm not stuck at home, with nothing but the pc keeping me company. Thanks nana!:)
And also Jesslyn for comforting me, though it was only a short conversation, but it really did help alot.:)

2006-04-06T13:47:00.000-07:00

The feeling of being rejected by a school just sucks.
Yeah,that's right.
I've been rejected by TP.
I had high hopes of getting in there.
and the reason of me being rejected may be due to my application being incomplete.
I called the school for my application status.
Operator(which is a recorded voice): Your application through DAE for Hospitality is incomplete.
Operator:Your application through DAE for Tourism and Resort management is incomplete.
Operator: Your application through DAE for Law and Management is incomplete.
Damnit!
Is there something wrong with my application?! i seriously doubt so. i checked like ten times before i submitted it.
Right now, i'm just really confused.
And my chances of getting into SP is close to nil.
Sigh.
I envy Julia, who could just leave the country to get an education.
Guess there's nothing much i can do.
Just wait a sem or maybe go into a private school.
And it's hurtful when the people you think you can relay on just put you down.
When i discuss matters with you, you never listen.
When shit happens, you put the blame on me.
Geeze. Thanks alot.
Don't talk big to me as if you care cause i knew from the start you didn't.
Am utterly disappointed in you.

The feeling just ~~fucking~~ sucks.
Tried calling the administration office but no one freaking answer the phone!
Argh. :(

2006-03-28T00:08:00.000-08:00

The people that matters.

Was supposed to go to work today, but last night i couldn't fall alseep until 4plus. Tsk.My sleeping problem is getting serious.><

Anyway,with loads of free time in my hands,
i did some thinking.
Realised that hopes are slipping,and time is nearing.
Trying to be optimistic for a month is exhuasting.
I told myself,"Wait a little longer.Be patient."
Then 2 weeks passed,
i told myself again,"Be more optimistic.Think positive.Wait till the end of the month and see how things go."
But now, it's the 28th of march already.
It's time that i stop lying to myself and start thinking of the future, other alternatives.
Private schooling?Wait a semester? Studying overseas?
I have to think through it properly this time.
I've lost a year, don't wanna waste another.
But seriously, i have no regrets being in Interior.
I did learnt alot there which other courses do not offer.
And also the great bunch of people i befriended with.
Ai-ish.
i'm gonna miss you guys.:(

2006-03-26T23:35:00.000-08:00

Taken during SY's 18th birthday celebration.:)

Changed into a temporary skin.
So i decided to finally do a little update.haha.
Erm..
First off,
Please stop asking whether i made it or not.
Until now,i still don't know the result myself.
When i do receive a reply, i will tell you all, be it good or bad, so don't worry alright?
Till then, i will just keep my fingers cross and pray hard!
hurhur.

Been working at my parents' during the holidays.
ah..
What do i have to say?
I really <3 them.:)

Oh! and Benson told me a totally unexpected news.
It's so random and i bet no one saw it coming.
i promised him that i won't tell.
But i can give you guys a hint..
Hint: ~~It only concerns Design students.~~
DUM DUM DUM! xp

2006-03-04T14:31:00.000-08:00

i'm mad with some people.
like ching chong tom dick harry terry tongy. (They who cannot be named.)
Ignore me, i'm gonna crash and burn soon.
i so so tired of this irritant.
i really wish i could strangle you!
Get the hint damnit!
And i need more sleep.
i'm suffering from insomnia.
Last night i was exhuasted at 12 plus so i went to bed.
2 hours later. Still tossing and turning.
Gave up and watch tv.
3 o'clock went back and tried to sleep.
Failed attempt.
Freak man.
Don't know what's wrong with me.
Die ching chong ting dong die!
-.-
Ah..Soompi is down currently.
That adds on to my misery .
Tsk. :(

2006-02-27T19:10:00.000-08:00

It kills me to know that the The Winter Olympic is over!
My only source of entertainment after 2 am is gone. :(
I love the speed skating event to bits!
Especially the finals the night before!!
It was 4am and i was screaming my lungs out!hahaha!
Some pictures of my two favourite events, Figure skating and Speed skating.

Shizuka Arakawa blew me away. She was so graceful on the ice ,for a moment i thought she looks like a swan. haha! She totally deserve getting Gold. (i prefer the couple figure skating event more but i'm too lazy to serach for pics xp)

The koreans bowing down to the crowd after winning the 5000m Relay. I was on the edge of my seat throughout the entire relay. The korean truely shown why they dominated winning 6 out of 8 Golds in the short track speed skating events.

Mixed Emotions. The girl on the left,Eun-kyung Choi,was crying. She got sliver but was disqualified,which till now i still don't understand what she did wrong. So near and yet so far. Poor girl. Whereas Her teammate, Sun-Yu Jin,was over the moon,duh she got Gold. hahaha! Sun-Yu Jin is amazing! Only 17 years old and already ranked World No.1. Woah!

And last but not least,

Hun-soo Ahn, my favourite Skater, putting his hands up in victory, after finishing the relay. He's world rank no. 1. He's magnificent on the ice <3.

But i was really unhappy that Apolo Anton Ohno got into the finals, He should have been DQ-ed. It was unfair that only Li JiaJun got DQ-ed. I got even more pissed when he won the 500m Finals. Ah, all i have to say is he's flipping lucky.But i have to admit he's pretty fast.Tsk.

The theme for the Closing Cermony is so cool.Something to do with fantasy.

It's like a circus or something.Awesome awesome awesome.

Beautiful Display of fireworks.

Okay .
Enough of the Winter Olympic xp.
now back to my life.
i need a job soon.
Like seriously, i'm beyond rottened.
Being at home is sucha bore.
But anyways, i kinda enjoy it. It's the only time i get the laze around and watch videos(Heroine 6 so rock my toe socks!Hilariousss i tell you.)
ya, But..
Back to the main point.
i need a job.!
my mum is buzzing round my ears all the time.
Any recommendation do tell me about it okay? Much appreciated.:)

and and and...
Look at this.

Ten Top Trivia Tips about Jolene yuen!

Only one child in twenty will be born on the day predicted by jolene yuen!
Ancient Chinese artists would never paint pictures of jolene yuen!
Jolene yuen does not have toes.
Peanuts and jolene yuen are beans!
68 percent of all UFO sightings are by jolene yuen.
Fish travel in schools, but whales travel in jolene yuen.
Jolene yuen was originally green, and actually contained cocaine!
It is bad luck to light three cigarettes with the same jolene yuen.
Jolene yuen can give birth ten days after being born, and is born pregnant.
Oranges, lemons, watermelons, pineapples and jolene yuen are all berries!

LOL!!
NOW i know why Sy always says that i'm pregnant every week and need to abort a child every mon.
And also the reason why i love the colour Green so much.
Omg! This is so lame!

2006-02-19T18:17:00.000-08:00

Is anyone into the Torino Winter Olympics?!
i am so glued to the television whenever it's showing the speed skating event.
and boy, were the Koreans awesome!!
They made it seem so easy.><
And that, resulted in me having the urge to go skating,
hoping to fly like one of them,pro speed skaters. hurhurhur.

Anyway,check these out
Tongue twisters
i suck so bad at Peter Piper.

Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers,
A peck of pickled peppers Peter Piper picked.
If Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers,
Where's the peck of pickled pepper's Peter Piper picked?

2006-02-10T03:12:00.000-08:00

At this very moment,
i really wish that tears will start rolling down my cheeks.
This excruciating emotions that i'm experiencing.
No one can understand, cause none of whom are in my shoes.
I'm losing myself bit by bit,
slowly falling into the claws of hell.
i pray to the Lord
please help me out,
for it's draining away all my energy,
leaving me in nothing but an empty shell.

2006-02-05T04:02:00.000-08:00

it's pretty much ghost town in here.
haha
but annewaste, decided to update my blog.

Chinese New Year was fun!
First time i spent it outside of singapore.
Incidents happened and ya, that's why our family didn't celebrate cny so we all decided to spend it in m'sia.
we went to KL first then Genting.

Day1 (28th jan):
On our way to KL, the jam was horrible. My dad was nagging all the way i swear he was worse than my mom for once!
hahaha!
Reach KL at around 11+, met up with my relatives etc,hung out at my gramp's place then went on to check in at the hotel.
It was a pretty much a budget kinda thingy cause it was peak season and we gotta save money.
There were 8 or more families on this trip together (ya it's me and my relatives)
4 families were staying at the hotel while the rest were staying at my grandma's place.
The hotel was really small for a family of 4 to squeese in! hahaha!
one of my cousin's family haven't arrive in KL yet (they took the coach)
and their room was like bigger than the rest of us, so my the other cousins dashed in and took over their room.
muahaha! it was hilarious cause that room was connected to my room so they all came in from my room carrying all their stuffs running into the other room. It's so singaporean kiasu style.
We walked back to my grandma's place for lunch (AWESOME CURRY!!)
Roamed around prymaid shopping mall for some shopping.
Shopped till it was dinner time.
Went to sunway hotel for reunion dinner.
Mandy was running around.
hahaha!
My dad lied to her saying that his layers of fats on his tummy is a vending machine.
u squeeze it and u can get sweets chocolate / anything!
then she really went ahead and sqeezed it !
muahaha!
super adorable!
At around 11+ we went to bowl.
Bowled till almost 2am. Everyone was tired out after 3 games, but derrick kept bowling and bowling and bowling! A total of 8 games!!
When we were walking back to the hotel, we were commenting on how much we spent on bowling , then uncle john was like "ya and YOU spent the most!", looking at derrick. LOL! o ya, derrick is his son.

Day2:
Woke up really early and walked to my gramp's house for brunch.
then we decided to take m'sian public transport to mid valley shopping centre (WORST decision ever!)
we waited for the bus for more than 30 mins to no valid, so we ended up taking a cab to the railway station. We took the subway to central then to mid valley.
The trip wasn't on the subway wasn't pleasant at all cause everyone was squeezing in the train, we had to smell people's BO, and we were the only chinese on board the train.!
Took us two hours to reach mid valley, by then our shopping spirit faded.
But still we did shop and walked around.
Dunkin' Donut was fabulous!
if only they have a branch in singapore i will so go there once or twice or even trice each week.
Simply yummy!
we took a cab back to the hotel.
Remember just now i told u it took us 2 hrs to reach mid valley via public transport?
it took us ard 15 mins to reach the hotel plus it cost much cheaper!!
omg!! hahaha!
Wasted like 2 hrs for nothing!
Rest at the hotel then walked ovber to gramp's for dinner.
afterwhich we had the "only cousins" outing.
we walked back to the hotel, took out some cash and camera, took pics and walked around.
Decided to drink.
Drank alittle , the vodak wasn't strong and the 6 of us shared like one bottle?(told u we were on a budget trip hurhur)
so it took us like 15 mins to gulp it down then no more entertainment.
since we all are so exhuasted plus tmr we got to wake up early to catch a coach to genting we decided to turn in.

Day 3:
Fell asleep on the way towards genting.
reached there around 11plus.
waited really long like an hr plus to check into the hotel.
The hotel room was even smaller than sunway's!
hahaha!
didn't do much in genting.
Cause apparently all of my relatives and my cousins were all above 21 years old.
So all of them went to the casino except me and my bro (sucks to be underage)
we decided to go to the theme park only at night (bad choice )
Us, the two underage kids, ended up walking around genting,dying of boredom.
we met the rest for dinner and after dinner we went to the ticket booth to purchase tickets.
turned out the outdoor theme park closes at 10 pm and at that time it was already 8.30.
obivously we didn't go and my bro and i went back to the hotel while the rest went back to the Casino (felt so left out and unwanted :( hurhur!)

Day 4:
Took the coach back to KL.
i fell asleep again and my mouth was freaking wide opened when i woke up!!
O.O!!The horror!!
hahaha!
then rest over at my grandma's for a while then headed back for Singapore.

The trip was overall quite fun. I'm usually quiet around my cousins, but this time i learnt to open up to them. hahha! :))

Added the song EPIK HIGH- FLY, Cause it never fails to make me smile, and i don't know why.hurhur.

2006-01-22T12:27:00.000-08:00

so much on my mind,
but no words to express it.

2006-01-04T19:40:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
kay kay..
I know i'm like freaking slow here.
while many were out enjoy their chirtmas/new year,
i was busy doing my project.
Didn't sleep for 3 days 3 nights.!
Crazy.
But whatever,It's OVER! and i'm like over the moon!
WOOHOO!
At least am able to get some rest and do some post christmas shopping for some.
O.O!
tmr is already the last day of christmas!
Time flies man.
Now sch had just reopened.
Well everybody work hard kay!
don't know what else to say.
my life is sucha bore lately.
LB and ANTM today!:))
tata.

2005-12-25T23:30:00.000-08:00

first of all
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!
May it be a blessed one! :))
Thanks to those who gave me good wishes for christmas and my birthday.
I felt so loved.
The most birthday wishes i have ever received.

Okay let's recap what happened these days alright?
Last sunday(19th dec):
Met up with cat.
Hahaha! she was late as usual.
Took the train to hougang.
Cause we were having a class gathering at Bins' house.
Then we took the bus(101?) and ended up LOST!
Bin told us over the phone that we wil pass by 2 macs on the way to his houses.
But the bus went passed many streets and we still didn't see a single mac!
We started to freak out and called Bin again.
Realised we took the right bus BUT in the wrong direction.
It was pretty late then(around 8plus/ 9?)
So we wanted to give the gathering a miss and just head off to Harbour Front for dinner.
But Bin insisted that we go.
So by then we finally reached his house it was 9 plus?
As we were walking towards his house when all of a sudden, somebody sprayed me with foam all over!
Omg! and the evil person was FIONA!
ROAR!
hahaha!
And then everyone started getting attacked, and all of us started to stink cause the foam sprayer was of lousy quality(courtesy of peiting xp haha!)
afterwhich they brought out the cake and sang to me a birthday song.
Actually i wasn't that surprised cause i've got inside info.! hurhurhur!
but i was really stunned and touched when i saw the gifts.
They made the wrappers themselves, with mojojojo pictures all over it.
Everything was green,the gifts,the plastic bag, and except for the pair of yellow socks(both of which are my fav colour).
The effort they put in really moved me that i kinda teared up.
Really sweet of you all!
Thanks DID/04! Love you all!(:

The next few days i was racking my brain,trying to come up with a new design.Initial plan was to spend a night at the hotel with the tribe, but Submission was on friday.It was impossible for me to spend the night at the hotel as the work load was too much and i have yet to finalize my design.So i told them that i couldn't make for.But i've made a wrong decision. I'm really really sorry.For those who don't know why read below.

on weds(22nd dec):
Continued brainstorming on my design. it was 2 days to submission and i still couldn't finalise my design. Was really pissed off with myself. It was my birthday and yet i felt the lowest of low that day. Last year i spent my birthday working, and this year it was the same, except i wouldn't be getting any pay.
My mom sensed that i was really fustrated with my project that she asked me to take a break and go out with her. But the project was really the first thing in my mind. So i said no. Then she was like "how about i order kfc for lunch today?!" You see the night before my family actually wanted to dine out and even asked me where do i wanna eat, but i couldn't, so this time she brought the so call celebration into the house. i just simply LOVE my mom!
After lunch i was thinking about my project again and was at my breaking point.My mom suddenly asked again,"Jo. you wanna go shopping?"haha! The look on her face really made me feel a whole lot better so i decided maybe it was time to make myself feel better.
Walked around town and did a little shopping. Haha!We bonded and crack loads of jokes.
Though town was really crowded then but it was fun to spend the day with my mom.

Reached home arund 8 plus coming to nine.
Slacked around alittle when suddenly my door bell rang.
My mom answered the door, she then turned to me and said "yuan yuan is here"
Then i was like "yuan yuan=yun yin, no way she's here!"
Went to the door and had the shock of my life!
Yy,Jess and Sy were there.
Then suddenly Jimmy and Jw popped up with a birthday cake in their hands and they started singing me a birthday song.
Wow!
Was so lost for words.
THANKS SO MUCH!!<3<3
Then we chit chatted and played at the sauna.
hahaha!

Funny how i expected it to be the worst birthday ever. But things changed and it turned out to be the most memorable one.No words can express how i feel.Really am blessed to have such great friends and family. And also i'm really truly sorry to the tribe. i was supposed to do my work but a series of event happened and i didn't do so in the end. But the funny thing was when i was all relax and about to sleep that night, then suddenly a design solution hit me! i was racking my brain for the past 2 weeks and it suddenly hit me when i least expected it. i guess it was a miracle. Praise the Lord! Hallelujah!

Today(25th dec):
First time in many years i spent christmas alone.
Yup. It's really a different kind of christmas.
But actually i felt quite good about it because i really needed some alone time to straight things out. It was a pretty good christmas i should say.
:))

2005-12-16T03:23:00.000-08:00

Can you feel the spirit in the air
Giving hope to people everywhere
Celebrate our Savior’s here
This is Christmas
Hallelujahs echoing tonight
Now everything will be alright
Celebrate our Savior’s here
This is Christmas

Yesterday:
Great day i should say.
Haven't laughed that hard for sucha Looong time!
Went to sch late as usual.
Was cachinnating with Lela!
Omg!
she's so comical!
The Blind leading the blind(inside joke).
hahaha!
Left school early to meet Yy and Jess at town.
Walked around then saw Shana and Irfan.
Chit chatted and chilled at coffeeclub express.
On our way home, we started reminiscing about our sec sch days.
Cj's gift to Vannessa, Jess's GRANDMA Biscuit to Guoting!
LOL!
Both with a group of people gathering around to see what's the "big" gift but the outcome was sucha disappointment.xp
Halfway through saw Qianyi!
Recalled all the hilarious netball stuff.
i laughed so hard.
My face was all cramped up and my eyes kinda teared up.
:)) Was so happy man.

Today:
Went to school.
Submitted my stuff.
ELAINE IS BACK!!
I really miss her!!
My savior is back!
But hope she takes good care of herself cause health very very important right?!
i went off halfway for my GEMS.
Nerve-racking.
But i was so relieved that it was over.
Afterwhich met up with Mau for a while.
Thanks for the earrings babe!
I really like them!
then we chit chatted.
Felt really great to catch up.
Been awhile since we really talk face to face ya?
We should meet up more often especially for lunch!
Halfway through saw Larry, Chunjie and Junwei but didn't really talk cause we were in the middle of something.
hahaha!
then off i went with Fiona,Kion,Yifang and Yilong to have tutorial to Elaine.
Wa she really enlightened me.
Gonna work hard on it and brainstorm more i guess.
and i'm really thankful for my classmates!
they wanna pay for my share for the steamboat.
But i really wanna pay myself..
Thanks for the offer though :)))
i suddenly felt so much love from my friends i'm really really blissful,smiling ear to ear.
Really thankful to God for them.

Finally downloaded Xman again!
can't wait to watch it!
and Singapore's weather is simply ridiculous.
Tsk.

2005-12-12T07:42:00.000-08:00

ATTENTION TO ALL!

Especially those who loves to go clubbing!

Come join us early this Christmas and wild your
night away!

Las Posadas @ Cocco Latte, 22nd Dec, Thurs.
Hip Hop/Rnb + Reggae all night.
10pm - 3am.
Presale tickets @ $15 only!

Start coming in at 10pm n chill while free drinks
are being given out randomly before the party
starts officially at 11pm!

Drink Promos:
*1 for 1 from 11pm-12.
*All night shooter promotion: Lust, Kamikaze &
Sex on the Beach shooters at $40 nett per shaker!

So what are u waiting for?! Grab the remaining
tickets NOW!

Contact
Daryl @ 97631027
Stephanie @ 91889684

P.s: it's my bro who's organizing it so do please go and support alright? There's no age limit too. Anything else you all wanna know about it just msg me. Thanks! ^^

Double P.S:i'm just a promoter here hurhurhur!

2005-12-02T07:49:00.000-08:00

I CAN'T WAIT FOR CHRISTMAS!!!
Jingle bell jingle bell jingle bell rock!
If only it snows here then my christmas will be perfect.
But these days the weather is much cooler compared to before, so it's near that :)

Suddenly I'm wondering how he's doing.
Don't get it wrong.
i don't have any of that kind of feeling for him anymore.
But i'm just curious of how he's doing.
i guess he will always be hidden in a special little corner within my heart.

There are little disputes between some people.
Let bygones be bygones.
The used to be all filled with laughter group is pretty much lifeless these days.
Only those who are involved will know what i mean.
Though i'm not in the midst of it, but i hope to see the smile on all of your faces again.
Hor mushroom(not you yy. haha!)..

Yeah, Though there's sad stuff happening.
I'm actually quite pleased with this week.
Why?
Cause i've been slacking my ass off.
Next problems have been resloved.
Well, not really, but i guess everything is back to normal for us.
Watching the movie with u all was okay though a little awkward at times but it's good to have a gathering right?
and of course the cinema was infested with mosquitoes i have to sway my hands to chase them away.
But it's Cheap so it's all right. :)

2005-11-29T06:07:00.000-08:00

Having a bitchfit.
Just one of those days whereby everything is just not going your way.
School was such a bore.
What the hell are i doing there.
I'm seriously losing my interest and time.
Dragging myself to school each time cause the interest simply isn't there.
I used to feel the stress.
Right now,i don't even care about the projects.
i just wanna escape from all these B.S
and it's not encouraging at all when you see your friends leaving this course,
makes you just wanna runaway with them.
i holding on not due to my interest, but for the fact that i may get a cert.
But the cert means nothing to me.
so seriously, what's the point in continuing?
I should just try to practise my maths and science.
Catch up on what i've lost.
So that maybe, it will be easier for me to cope once i leave this course and get into one of my dreams.
Wish i could just cry and make myself feel better.
But the tears are just as stubborn as i am.

Sigh
It's time i stop this emo B.S..
So...
Anyhow, yesterday met up with yy and sy.
Had just a nice time hanging out and stuff.
though it wasn't as lively as it used to be.
Guess we are all just tired.?
Plus jess wasn't around.
Suddenly MIA.
Miss her and her constant singing!
Come back soon!!
hurhur..
then the 3 of us ate at NYDC.
The food was just okay, actually it wasn't good at all.
Went window shopping at Marina Square.
The shopping centre changed for the better.
More things to look at.
Saw Ian there.
hahaha!
He changed alot man!
For the better for sure!
Suddenly the 3 of us came up with a wacky idea.
hahaha!
But i LOVE it.
Really wish that our plans will work out!!
Simply can't wait.

2005-11-26T20:55:00.000-08:00

It sucks to be misunderstood.
You stand on the side of another without even hearing my side of the story.
It just hurts.
Feeling like i'm standing on my own right now.
Just couldn't tell you anything no more.

Submission was yesterday.
Thank GOD it's over.
Supposed to have another submission on Mon, but it was pushed back so it was all good.
Anne-ho, after submission it was TOD lecture.
Super boring and dry.
The lecturer was like a zombie -.-
ELAINE!
FASTER COME BACK!!
After lecture ,lunched with minmin then went on to GEMS.
Aiyee, super boring.
I'm still pretty much a loner there.
But can't blame me,i'm sucha shy girl
hahaha!
Afterwhich, met up with Candy and Minmin.
Chit chatted in the Studio, then off to Harbour Front to chill.
Love Harbour Front.
Pretty peaceful compared to other shopping malls.
Laughed alot.
Then saw a junior.
Omg scared the crap out of me!
But annewaste, all was good.
Had fun that day and made it just in time for the NAFA show.

Happy Belated birthday Meow Meow!
(though i wished you like a million times already but still xp)
Sorry i didn't celebrate it with you.
Hoped you enjoyed yourself that day. ^^

2005-11-13T17:51:00.000-08:00

time to update!
went to helped out with food rationing ytd.
Was good.
Partnered with Carp.
One block and we managed to collect almost 2 box filled with foods!
Not bad aa!
haha!
and one of the house actually looked like the show which i saw on television,that was haunted.
the one in which the singapore ghost hunter team did a investigation on and videotaped one of the rooms' door opening on it's own and a chair moving.
i told Carp and as usual he freaked out.
hahaha!
Creepy.
But that may not be the house, cause there are quite a number of houses that look alike right right right?
Afterwhich, we went to bedok reservoir with Yuling and San.
She wanted to check out her booth,selling their crafts for charity.
Then reached there already too late, the booth was closed.
then the 3 of us decided to walked around the reservoir.
hahaha!
The reservoir is actually damn peaceful and very beautiful.
Much better than east coast.
We gossiped,obviously.
hahaha!
went home after that.

The day before was submission.
Pinned up my work and decided to watch Exorcism Of Emily Rose and skipped my GEMS.
Don't know if i will die next week as a result for skipping lesson.
But annewaste the movie was alittle boring but interesting.
Though the whole movie wasn't really true, but most of it was.( me and Na did a whole reserach on it before we watched the movie)
hahaha!
Sad that they skipped the part whereby two demons argued as to whom to leave the girl's body first.
Funny right?!
hahaha!
and one of the demons was Hitler.(but they didn't showed it in the movie)
Tsk.

2005-11-08T00:21:00.000-08:00

i'm really stressed.
i won't be updating that much, afterall sch has started.
It's pretty much like hell when i'm doing my project,
so much so that i was having a bitchfit ytd.
but i just can't really get my ass down to work.
Sucks so bad.
Sch days are all right so far.
Had a good time talking to some people, especially yuting.
sort out quite a number of things out which is gd.
Miss yy and jess and sy and 4e people!
Meet up soon okay!
some outing please!
let the problems be resolved alright?

Now back to doing my work...
Sigh.
i'm dying..
My GEMS sucks.
I'm a loner there. :(

2005-10-26T23:47:00.001-07:00

i'm not going to camp.
That's final.
Sorry to many especially someone and sometwo (won't say any names.and if you don't get it, someone is one person sometwo is another person)
i didn't dare to go online today cause i felt really bad.
Whatever .

Anyways, today got i managed to get into Backpacking!
muahaha!
but i'll be all alone cause Kailing and Fiona didn't manage to get in.
okay i'll admit.
Registration was 8-9am.
i was on the standby at around 7plus and before i knew it, i managed to get into backpacking before 8.muahaha! Isn't it pure luck or what?
being kiasu really helps alot!
But sigh,
Nvm! i'll be an independent woman and make some new friends i guess?

then went out to eat at pizza hut.
At first, there were a no. of people that were supposed to be turning up.
But end up only 4 of us went.
yy was really angry.
If i was in her shoes i will be damn damn pissed too.( and you all should know my temper.)
anyways, though there were only 4 of us,yy,jess char and me,it was quite fun!
hahaha!
chit chatted.
Laughed alot!
Took some pics!
i actually like this gathering alot!
seriously, small but really fun.
:)))
it would be better if more showed up, but who am i to say right?

2005-10-26T00:31:00.000-07:00

i lost it just now.
was really pissed.
with my group,my work,camp and every other thing.
i really just need alittle more time.
and the time i will be spending at the camp would really help with my project.
and i snapped at someone.
but i'm glad we made things clear and the matter was settled.
sorry too.
and my group!
FINE! i will be the one to get everybody together.
i hate this situation so much right now i just wanna scream.
and my bridge reserach is really killing me.
ARGH!!!
i'm really lossing my cool right now.

2005-10-22T01:34:00.000-07:00

hahaha!
I LOVE YOU HUISAN!!!
Just really really thankful to you for alot of things!
<3 you loads!
aiya, you know and i know that's all that matters.
:))
anyways, Went out with charles, yy, jess and chinwei just now!
So long never see char le la!!
actually he's still the same, still as lazy to walk around.
hahaha!
We just kept eating and eating.
After eating at pepperlunch, didn't know where to go so went to eat ice cream instead.
Chin wei have really poor sense of direction la!
Don't even know the way to taka.
tsk tsk.
haha!
Quite paiseh cause the whole day i ate off them.!
i didn't even have a cent with me!
PAISEH!
next time when i have the money i CONFIRM will treat!
SAW FARTERNATOR!!
OMG! I MISS HER TO THE CORE!!
Seriously,i really miss her la!
but she doesn't seem to miss me that much...
shit...!
=/hahaha!
JK!
tml going zhi hao's house to dine!
looking forward to seeing more peeps!
Oh yea..
i delicate this song to my one and only MOUNTIAN!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MIN MIN!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!
thanks for always being there for me mountian!!
:))
i'm feeling really blessed lately!
just can't stop smiling!
:DDD

P.S: Please excuse my poor english for this entry.!hurhurhur!

2005-10-11T18:12:00.000-07:00

My parents totally freaked me out by saying that my bruises may not go away.
omg!
the bruises are so Humongous!
it can hold the world record for the biggest bruise ever.
i cannot live like this.
hahaha!
i wanna be an air stewardess one day okay?!
they kept reminding me of auntie wilma's legs.
Just love to torture me.
Tsk.
Minmin!
i miss you!
i wanna see you again wild mushroom!
Let's go to the gym again or hang out at the lib watching dvds.
aiyee.
Sad to say i kinda miss school.
It's so much better than rotting at home.
Anyways, will be going to KL on mon.
It's no bangkok but it's better than nothing right?:)
and i sorted things out.
haha!
i was silly then but hey don't worry i'll and am already moving on.
:))
Read finished "Just Friends".
Good book i should say.
If you have time go read it.
Well worth your time.

2005-10-08T23:55:00.000-07:00

did anyone see the news
whereby two were put in jail for blogging racist comments.?
Isn't a blog a place that enables us to blog about anything.
That's so uncalled for.
But anyways, maybe they crossed the line by million of miles,by saying freaking mean stuff bout other races, so they might deserve it.
This news goes to show that your blog is no longer a private ground for you and your friends.
you never know who's reading it.
Ack!
maybe the president is reading my blog now!
HELLO!!!
hahaha!
(Okay, so not funny..)
Dying to watch more of Stairway To Heaven and Laguna Beach!
So much drama!
MAIN POINT
Chalet was 2 days ago.
Had fun.
Time passed really fast.
Too bad Sy didn't make it. :(
Really enjoyed the cycling trip to Changi Airport.
But quite freaky.
I got so scared when we went past the Tanah Merah resort.
Thought of what happened there last time while cycling passed it, just make me freak out.
hahaha!
then got MATA drove past us la!
i damn scared we will be put into jail since my bro told me Jiayan and one of his friend were kept in prison for like a day for some small matter.(one cause of IC,the other cause of skateboarding)
And did some catching up.
That's about it.
MY FARTERNATER IS FINALLY BACK!!
Miss her to the core!!
but haven't have the chance to talk to her yet.
Didn't sms her cause i know she's stingy with her smses.
hahaha!
oh ya,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO CHUN JIE AND JUNWEI!!
:)))

2005-10-05T15:36:00.000-07:00

Holi trip cancelled.
BOO!!!
Windsurfing plan cancelled.
AH!!!!
Kailing left for Batam already.
Missing my farternator cum shiternator cum droolernator.
:(
but anyway, chalet is tmr! :)))))))
Now that makes up for it.
hurhurhur!
i miss my buddies to the core!
Just can't wait!
The holi is the time to make up for the time i sort of neglected them due to DID.
TSK.
aiyee..
The holis is kinda boring.
(ok who am i lying to.It's FREAKING boring!)
and it's only been my 3rd day home.
Sunday was kinda fun toning at Dong's place.
Plus i can fart all i want and they don't even know it.
MUHAHAHA!
But the most fun i had was being at the Jetty with Min min and Eleanor.
It's just good to have a heart to heart talk once in a while.
Plus the setting was just beautiful.
Calm waves, sky filled with beautiful little diamonds.
Ah..
Just LOVE the beach!
Still can't wait for tmr!!
Till then i'll be rotting my ass off.

2005-09-27T12:16:00.000-07:00

New skin
:)
It was love at first sight.
Edited it and changed it into a blog skin.
anyhooo
life is such a bore these days.
been reading some books.
Realised i have to get ALOT of things done during the holis!
ah!
Hope i have enough time.
(nah it has nothing to do with sch work)
just some more books,need to tidy up my place,some movies,etc etc.
still poundering on whether or not to get a vacation job.
But that means lesser time to do the stuff that i wanna do,but also the "KA CHING KA CHING" $$$$$$ factor?!
how how how?!

i'm kinda pissed with my parents.
They are so not supportive.
Aren't they suppose to support you no matter what your decisions are?
i'm just really disappointed in them.
the way they responded was just ......
whatever.

hur hur hur!
Dying for Christmas to come!
Suddenly gotten the christmas spirit bug.
Oh no.
ROAR!!!

2005-09-22T09:02:00.000-07:00

don't wanna try dont wanna try dont wanna try no more
u keep insisting when u know our love is out the door
don't wanna try dont wanna try cuz all we do is fight and say the things
that hurt so bad to where we both begin to cry
dont wanna try don't wanna try i bout just had enough its been a rough road
baby just let it go
don't wanna try don't wanna try don't wanna try no more
tell me whats the use of holdin' on when all we do is hurt our love

in love with this song..

2005-09-21T13:41:00.000-07:00

finally finally finally!
PRIMER 4 is freaking over!!
Actually it was over yesterday.
But any-hoo, it was all good.
Thanks to my group for being so patient with me and helping me out even though i'm constantly complaining.<3
I had fun during this primer, though it was just 2 weeks, especially bitching session at jess's house.
hur hur hur.!
and i must say this.
Her house is absolutely beautiful.
I mean the environment is just awesome and her family seems so blissful.!
aneewaste,went shopping with unice(this girl got a crazy thing bout shoes O.O!)they all today.
Though i was so drop dead beat.
But it was all good.
Bought two tops and a necklace!
:))
*beams*
I'm just in a joyous mood for some reason~!
i'm not really sure what the reason is but it's for me to know and for you to find out.
Hur hur!
ciao!

2005-09-17T12:48:00.000-07:00

Crushed..
It's all just not worth it..
Not worth it at all..
I'm just wasting my time..
what a dumb fool i was.

Anyways,
I need to go windsurfing.
NEED to! HAVE to!
By mon i can truly slack my ass off.
*beams*
A trillion :)))
what a honour.

2005-08-22T18:45:00.000-07:00

sometimes i wonder wth am i doing in interior design...
It's sucking the life out of me.
my social life equals to zero right now..
i'm a walking zombie.
everyday i'm falling asleep in classes.
Maybe i'm not cut out for this..
One by one everyone is thinking of dropping out..
which is quite surprising after only 3 months.
Cat(laughable face) also wants to drop out and join NAFA :(
No more laughable face that i can laugh at..
:((
i don't understand...
stress is just building up each and everyday.
i'm extremely broke..
Just keep spending more and more on materials.
i feel bad just asking for money from my parents each time.
and the guilt keeps building up.
People always stereotype design courses as "slacking" courses just cause they don't have exams.
It's freaking annoying that they just don't understand.
It's not that i don't want to meet up.
Just that i don't have the time or money to do so!
i know u are fustrated at this situation but so am i!
Put yourself in my freaking shoes and you will know what i'm going through..
Sheesh!

2005-08-13T12:23:00.000-07:00

Finally gotten the heavy load off my shoulders!
Feeling so much better now!
Aneewaste,had alot of fun this week, other than the other stressful stuff that happened.
Minmin(sp friend not emily =/) they all are so much fun to be with!
We went to Cai Xun's house for bbq.
It was fun though only a few people went.
Unice is damn funny!
Hahahaha!
She cracks me up everytime.
If only Kailing and Cat went with us!
Then we will have so much fun together.
I can't wait to go to Malacca!!!!
PRIMER 3 BE GONE!!!!
hahaha!
Speaking of which,though it's the weekend i need to do my study model!
Best if i'm able to do finish 2 study model by mon!
I hope and pray hard that i'm able to get the concept right man.
If not i wouldn't be able to start on my final model.
Starting to feel the stress already.

2005-08-11T14:55:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!

Been so slack lately.
Now in the studio currently doing nothing cause my materials are all at home.
Was damn pissed with my bro.
Cooled off abit but still i am pissed with him.
anyways,i feel so wierd lately.
so wierd.
I'm under a lot of stress..
But it's not from schoolwork.
I really wish i could go back to being a kid i was before.
Playing around,screaming,biting my bro,
watch power ranger and cartoons for the whole day.
that's the life i long for..

2005-08-07T13:36:00.000-07:00

The Caption says it all.
hahaha!
In case you are wondering.
That means "wtf" in italian.=/

Anyways,after sucha long time, i finally changed my layout!^^
Very plain and simple but i like it.
Anyways, this week i slept the least so far.
Been very busy.
Well not really very busy.
But i left all my work undone till the very last min.
hehehe!
So i only have myself to blame.

On mon,i was in deep shit.
We had this briefing on our new primer.
And CCL(she is in charge of DID year 1) gave the talk.
And she is like reading it off the Blackboard,she didn't explain a single thing.
So after the whole briefing i was talking to fiona
and i said, "I don't understand a single SHIT she said! Might as well read it off the blackboard ourselves!"
Then nana(fiona) was like agreeing with me.
Then suddenly CCL appeared in front of us and she was looking at me!!!
I was like "shit" and pretended to do other stuff and faster ran away!
OMG!
It was freakying hilarious and scary at the same time!
Hahaha!
Then we went to this so called "industry field trip" on tues.
So i was hoping we could see machines and go to some warehouse or something.
Turns out we went to this little showhouse near Plaza Singapura to look at tiles.
SO BORING!
Me and kailing ran off halfway!
and when we left that place we damn SUAY saw CCL!
Then she asked us whether it ended already.
But damn lucky kailing knew what to say and she buy our story so we managed to run away, unscratched.
hahaha!
Wed we were suppose to build a bridge out of satay sticks and strings to withstand the weight of a brick which is like heavier than a 9 pound bowling bowl!
And mind you we were supposed to build it within an hour, which is like totally insane!
hahaha!
But thank god Edmund(our lecturer)was damn kind to let us off.
We don't need to do the bridge anymore!
Hahaha!
My class actually wanted to pon lesson that day because of that la!
hahahaha!
And!!
Somebody just got hitched!!
Hahaha!!
So happy for her!
shsss..
I won't spill the beans.
But you all will find out very soon.
*hint hint*(You all know her!)
Muahaha!
I dyed my hair purple ytd.
My bro dyed purple first.
Then i was like i like the colour.
Since there were alot of dye left,
I decided to dye purple first instead of brown.
But haiyoo,
The colour is not obvious at all as compared to my bro's.
Or should i say my hair STILL looks BLACK.
Am utterly disappointed.
Tsk.
hahaha!
Oh, and of course

HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY JESSLYN!!

2005-07-30T00:34:00.000-07:00

It's fri!
SOOOO SOON!!
This week was awesome!
Went out everyday except today.
i really had a lot of fun!
East coast, Changi airport, steamboat,etc..
I have to thank my friends for that :)
BUT work wise,i have done nothing
Nil,zero!
I'm feeling so stressed.
I hate it when they start flooding your e-mail with assignments.
And i feel so lost as to what to do.
and that $#^@$#^%& SP site suck.
Cannot even access it.
tsk!

I'm at my lowest of low today.
Mixed emotions.
i almost break down.
But i feel so much better now,chatting with yy and jess.
Just talking to them makes me feel better.
Though they don't know how i'm feeling.
But aiya,they are my happy pill!
I missed them and of cause LUCY..
Many think i'm enjoying my poly life.
Yes i am.
i feel so blessed to be in DID1a04.
Sucha loving class.
But still i <3 it more when i'm with 4e.
The fun times we had are just unforgetable.
How we from stranger turn to friends then to being good friends.
Just that on fri i felt kind of left out you know.
Guess that's the price to pay when u don't turn up for several outing.

This is to the jess,sy and yy.
I LURFE LUV LAB LOVE u all so so much!
the lame things we have done together,the rough times we have been through.
How can i ever forget.
Our oh so many NICKNAMES.
i know u all are feeling very pressurized(especially yy) cause common test is coming soon.
Just wanna wish u all ALL the best!
Jiayou!:)))))))))))))))))

ok i'll end here
In case it gets too mushy!
and
Just a note to self:
JO!u MUST start on ur truckload of work tml!!If not you are so dead!

2005-07-23T12:07:00.000-07:00

A week's break!
GREAT!!!
i wanna go bird park!!!
Don't know why.
Just have this sudden urge you know?
teeheehee.
Anyways,Finally primer 2 is over!
Have fun working with fatimah and jessica!
Well,no more grudges against kenji.
Fri went to sch just to take attendence.
Kinda boring.
I fell asleep on Bincent's "luxcycle" chair.
hahaha!
It's like a gaint cradle.
Kion,Fiona and me all fell asleep on it.
It's so comfy..!
and the rest started falling asleep on their own sitting aparratus.
haha!
Went out with Kailing halfway through the crit cause it was too boring.
Had fun just walking around town.
Time passed very fast.
Soon it was 8 plus.
Went to the 4e bbq.
I realised i kinda showed some attitude..
Sorry people.
i <3 you all.
Just that i was freakying tired that's all.
and i need to brush up on my cheena.
I tried writing in chinese during lecture and i forgot how to write even the most simplest of the simplesleslest character available.
tsk.
hahaha!

2005-07-17T21:04:00.000-07:00

Hear me grumble!
Roar!!
Primer 2..
Starting,all is good man..
Then comes to the building of the chair,everything was okay..
Until fri,omg!
i wanna die can.
The guy in our group turns out to be damn gay.
he's been slacking ,slacking and slacking so so much.
Sheesh.
I feel like we 3 girls,fatimah,me and jess, are playing the "manly" role the whole time.
while he do the sissy role of drawing the dimensions.
and he can take the whole day!(_ _")
The whole day my face was damn black.
I screamed at him in front of everyone.
Is not that i wanted to.
But then he was pissing us off.
(and as u know,i often show it whenever i'm angry)
Submission is by mon(which is tml)morning,and over the weekend the studio won't be open.
So that means we have to do finish it by fri night.
we asked him to run some errands.
But no..He doesn't want..
So me and fatimah had to carry damn heavy boxes around IMM and back to sch.
and everyone was staring at us.
It was damn malu.(and funny at the same time.haha!)
And THANK god for saufie!
If not we will take god knows how long to carry the boxes up to the bus.
oh and the gay actually has the cheek to stay back and slack instead of helping jessica out when me and fatimah were out.
He also acted like he does alot in front of the lecturers..
Whatever..
Just thinking bout him just make my blood boil!
i kept doing the italian "wtf" sign the whole day.
tsk!
This week has been damn busy..
Nv go to the club and hangout at all..
This shows how busy we are right?
and i kinda enjoy myself this week.
Hanging out at the workshop and studio was so much fun!
With landscape arch,arch people at the workshop too.
and everyone was talking about ghost stories and freakying each other out at night.
hahaha!
Except fri was a complete disaster.
and i must say that i'm sorry to my group..
Cause on fri i think i slack too much cause i wanted to get away from the freakying asshole.
So sorry ar jessica and fatimah..
And we still haven't completed our chair.
So tml must go damn early to sch to chiong!
we must work hard!!
:))

2005-07-03T21:53:00.000-07:00

This week was pretty slack..
We are so dead!
Our OC project have to be done by fri cum presentation!
DEAD DEAD!
After this i so need to go do reserach.!
Anyways,My week at sch was ok.
Kind of Boring i should say.
Wed after sch,went with Leslie,Clement,Catherine and Teck peng to East Coast..
To check out the pit.
It started raining when we reached there.
But then we still stood at the beach.
The scenery was damn pretty.
Gentle waves hitting against the shore.
Then spent thurs and fri the time rushing through our primer 2.
Yesterday,we had our DE bbq.
Very few people turned up.
I expected MUCH more!
Went to meet hui san and catherine first at JE.
Left for bedok to meet the rest.
But we got tired of waiting so we,Kenneth,Yilong,Catherine,Hui san,Jazelle and me decided to leave first to marine parade to buy durians for the BBQ!
We bought 10 durians la!!
hahaha!
Went to East coast, the rest reached already.
Rented bike and cycled.
Time past very fast.
Soon it was 10,then one by one started leaving.
I wanted to leave at around 11.
But then catherine wanted to stay over.
And the rest all left except those who are staying over.
Then i also decided to stay over also.
Ok la,not that fun.
And damn sad la.
We bought 6 boxes of durians then we couldn't finish..
Left 2 boxes!
WASTED right?!!
And we had to THROW it away!
2 boxes filled with yummy creamy durians!
Tsk..
i'm still very tired even though i came home and slept for 5 hours.
And i saw someone i didn't really wish to see..
Sigh..

2005-06-25T14:03:00.000-07:00

i'm super stunned..
Cannot believe it..
Am lost for words..
No wonder i don't see him around in sch..
But i'm thankful that he gave me a little meaningful gift..
Still i don't know what to say or feel..
i really don't..

2005-06-24T22:50:00.000-07:00

Finally!!!
WEEKEND BABY!!!
Time to kick back and relax.!
Well not really.
Have to do some research.
But i'm dying for some sleep.
I'm actually looking forward to my next project!!
Making a chair out of recycable materials.(it's a group project^^)
But then i'm not looking forward to joint critique.
That's like damn pressurizing!
and i'm FINALLY done with my presentation today!(i waited like 3 days till it was my turn..)
But it bothered me that they didn't have much to say about my sculpture.
Oh well.
NVM!
hahaha!
This week is like damn damn boring..
All about presentation.
and i hate microstation.
I suck at using com to draw stuff.
tsk.
and SP's AIDs talk was like damn funny!
Laughed like crazy!!
Really hilarious!
Now i know why Dezhan said it is damn funny..
Anyways!
ENOUGH OF SCH!!
:)
Wed:I went out with mau and jess.
Finally get to see MONICA!
Took some neoprints.
they dragged me there..
But it was fun!
Did some catching up.
But i felt bad cause i did like most of the talking.
hahaha!
and i'm like damn tired when i went to meet them.=/
Jess flown to BANGKOK again!
:( i wanna go too!
Bring me there please!
Thurs:went to town with cat and kailing.
Walked alittle.
Both of them shopped while i'm like browsing through..
Cause i'm damn broke!
Sad..
Today:Saw Lyn,Felicia and Shaliza at sp!
:)!
Damn long nv see them(except shaliza =///)!
skipped modern dance to go eat with them.(sorry yilong!Pangsehed you again!hahaha!)
We ate at harbour front.
Walked around and talk talk!
and i tell you a joke kay?
i went upstairs for awhile.
to see who is inside the studio.
then i went back to the clubhouse and i saw lyn,felicat and liza about to leave.
then i'm like "WHY NV WAIT FOR ME?!"
Shaliza suddenly screamed :"Who asked you to PANGSAI us?!"
OMG!
Super funny!!
Highlight of the day!
hahaha!
ya i actually joined dance,but i haven't really dance yet.
I will and must go to dance!
Cannot skip anymore!
AND i spent alot this week.
I'm left with only 5 cents..
O.O!
and i took extra 10 bucks from my dad the night before!
I seriously need to stop going to the CO-OP shop.
And somebody said something that really brightened up my week!
*BEAMS*

2005-06-18T01:05:00.000-07:00

This week wasn't that hectic(THANK GOD!)
All we had to do were sketches and shadings.
i wasn't very please with mine cause i know i can do better.
But oh well.
Turns out our actual date of presentation is next tues!
OMG OMG!
I'm scared.
Have completely no idea of what to say about my sculpture.
Almost everyone i know is like "i have no idea what was i doing,just cut,fold,bend and wah la! it looks like a sculpture!"
This week was kinda boring.
Nv hang out as much at the club as compared to last week.
the only real hangout at the club was on thurs.
while waiting for the result of DE main comm.
man it feels like one big family.
i felt so blessed :)
Today met up with mau and dom for lunch!
Did some catching up.
Khine soe came along.
Chit chatted until 1+ i have to return to my studio for the start of my lesson.
Turns out my lesson ends at 3 instead of 5!
OMG!
i went to sch for only an hour of lesson la.
Damn torture u know.
and the weather was like oh so un-wonderful.
makes me wanna sleep.
Anyways,went up to hui san's studio to hang out after that with Carol.
I <3 her studio!
It's so freakying cosy!
so MUCH better than interior's.
But interior is not bad compared to other courses.
and have to thank Jenny and co for giving me a few slices of yummy pizza!
hehe!
I've decided to quit canoeing.
Not cut out for competition.
i would rather slowly canoe and play with water u know what i mean?
Thinking of joining Hip hop.
The more i think of it the more i wanna join.
i've been moodswinging alot alot this week.
hai.
and i hate my that botak lecturer.
TSK!

2005-06-12T13:19:00.000-07:00

emotions kept inside within me for so so long
just started pouring out..
tears rolling down my cheeks..
but i feel happy.
Cause for once in sucha long time,
am i able to cry.
I'm no longer numb..
for a period of time,
I told myself to be strong.
No matter how sad things are i will not cry.
Thus i hide my feelings.
But all the hiding made it worse.
For once tears=happiness to me.
i guess staying at home is just timeout for myself to do some reflections.
Only now do i realise tears are created to make u feel better when u are sad or depressed.
Imagine wanting to cry but tears just wouldn't come out..
how much more painful it is to not released yourself with the emotional torture that you are going through.

2005-06-11T12:35:00.000-07:00

ok this week had a new project..
Making paper sculptures!
using normal A3 paper to do a sculpture,without any glue,tape,sticks or anything.
Just paper.
Damn pressurizing i tell you.
This is so different from making sculpture in sec sch.
In sec sch u can take some time to think of how u want your sculpture to look like.
This one is there's no time for u to think it through,and u barely have an idea of how ur sculpture would look like with all the cutting and folding..
And I died yesterday.
Really..
I almost cried,tears kinda filled my eyes..
Cause our deadline was yesterday.
i couldn't come up with anything.
My mind was blank even YESTERDAY!(u know how that feels right?!)
But my sweet classmates helped me alot alot!
I'm really thankful.
Especially Micheal and Carol(these are all nicknames..Haha!)!
If not i wouldn't be able to complete my sculpture by yesterday.
now next week is worse,having to present it to 4 classes and the lecturers.
Let's just hope i'll be able to make it through.

Other than the whole hectic,needing to hand in scuplture thing on time week!(which is damn TSKFUL!)
i had alot of fun this week..
Hanging out with my DE friends at the club.
They really made me more relax..
And sorry la Benson,
I pangseh-ed u for the interview of the DE main community thingy!
It's just so scary la(with so many faces staring at u)
plus i'm too lazy to plan for outings and all that.=/
And i got to know my classmates better.
Fiona is in the same class as me (she's from the same pri sch as me)
And she told me alot of what's going on with some pri sch friends who i have lost touch with..
and Yongling is super funny!
Her expressions made me laughed like crazy!
Tml there's DE outing again..
Don't know if i should go..
Cause i'm damn shagged..

2005-06-03T23:08:00.000-07:00

yesterday:
Presentation day for our project.
Theme of the project was like something that is Singaporean.
ahh..I suck at explaining.
haha!
and ya.
Our group is made up of people from Arch,Landscape Arch and Interior.
I'm in the same group as Hui san.
We decided to do a skit on Singaporeans.
And i acted as "Ah Huay"!
Omg!
Such a bimbo character!!
And when we 3 bimbos(Rhonda,Jazelle and me) went out for our scene,
We didn't know the mic wasn't turned on.
So we giggled(important part of the play..hahaha!)
but no one could hear our giggles.
TSK!
I went home to rehearse my giggling you know!
But i'm glad it was over!
and we won 2nd place!
Not bad!
That means extra $4 for us each!
:))
And must really thank Kailing cause i was super lazy
i didn't want to do my fake underwear(Don't ask!)
and she did it for me.
and she planned the whole script(with the help of others too)
and brought alot of props for our skit!
So HUGE THANKS TO GRANNY!!^^
Larisa's group's play was super funny!
she fell off the table during their skit lor!
Muahhaha!
After the whole presentation thingy of the different groups,
we had FREE MAC for lunch!!
PLAIN chesseburger!My fav!
Went to the Graduate Guild at SP to accompany my friends to play pool and bowling.
I didn't play cause i was saving up.
i was so bored that i started talking to random people!
Muahaha!
So i got to know a couple of damn smart folks from Biomedical science.
Which made me think,
If only i'm in Biotech.
Hai..
Next week is OFFICIALLY (for sure) the start of our lesson!
Hopefully it won't be that boring..
and i seriously hope there's someone who can click really well with me(as in can tell everything to each other)
Pray hard!
I joined Canoeing and Hockey!
But i think i'll just stick to Canoeing and reject Hockey.
i wanna join netball too but i can't find the booth anywhere..
OH!
and i saw the funniest/weirdest thing today!
when i walked to chinese garden
i saw this little japanese girl FLICK her finger at her friend!
OMG!
Her finger was freakying short!
and she shouted "hey hey!" to her friend.
and kept showing her middle finger.
Wierd thing was her mom was right beside her and didn't not do anything about it!
But it was damn funny !:/

Today:
Went to town with my mom.
Obviously to shop.
Suppose to buy my interior stuffs.
But dang!
Can't find it anywhere.
Shucks!!
I need it by Mon!!
I guess i need to go sch earlier to get my stuffs before lesson.
Shopped around.
Bought 2 skirts from Far east and a trucker cap at Wisma.
While shopping my mom found a hp at a fitting room
and she jacked it!
Suddenly she was like " let's get out of here!"
and i was O.O?!
then she told me she found a hp and just took it.
TSK~!
Set sucha bad example for your kid.
hahaha!
As we walked,
we saw this STRIPPER cum yellow underwear dude from Singapore Idol
at Tangs and he offered to do my mom's eyebrows!
That's CRAZY TALK!
No way will anyone trust him with their eyebrows right?!
and he looks so gay with a ribbon tied around his neck and he wore a TIGHT tank top.
THE HORROR!O.O!
I hate walking around and seeing things that you like and you wanna buy it but it's damn expensive!
I wanna buy this pants from Espirt(ya again..hahaha!)
but then it's like short bermudas, not worth 70 bucks.
But it's so damn comfy!!
I so want it!
But 70 bucks!
Sigh!
and there was this Denim skirt with Mango(60 bucks) and these 2 pair of jeans from Zara($90 and $100).
Tsk!
but it's really ex so i think i can only afford to buy that bermudas from espirt.
erm..We shall see tml..
hahaha!

Meeting yy and (i think other people are coming along too) tml to do our eyebrows and shop!
:))
Can't wait!
Haven't seen her in sucha LONG time!
Suppose to go cycling tml with DE friends.
I feel like going..
But aiya, seldom get the chance to see yy they all..
So i'll just forgo this outing.

2005-05-31T23:11:00.000-07:00

Gosh..
Sch is so SUPER boring..
That i wanna cry..
Tsk!
Ya!
It's THAT bad..
Wish i can find somebody whom i can really click with..
I mean there are~!
But what i meant is the people in my class!
Yup yup.!
Which reminds me i missed faezah like crazy!
We laughed like mad women at IJC~!!
Haven't talked to her in awhile..
Sigh..
But at least i click well with granny~!
hahaha!
We both have a common interest!(it's between the both of us.xP)
Well,hope tml's a better day!
Tata!

2005-05-27T22:24:00.000-07:00

So far SP is good.
I never thought i would say this..
I was sucha SP hater/NP lover!
But i guess the camps changes my opinion.
I've made alot of friends.:)
But SP's rules are damn stupid.
No flip flops(ok i know this is applies to all polys)
No short shorts(fine..I only have like 3 of them anyways)
no SLEEVELESS SHIRTS(like OMG! Half of my wardrobe is sleeveless shirts!!)
Damn it!
That means i have to go shopping..
I should be excited..
But everywhere i look and turn all i see is sleeveless shirts..
Sigh..
The torture!
Orientation was ok.
Quite boring.
But i had fun with my friends hanging out after sch.
Going to town and taking neoprints.
What i fear most is..
I'm kinda regreting choosing interior design over biotech.
Clement said he almost wanted to quit cause it was damn boring.
and that 5 people quitted last year.( i don't know whether 5 person in a class or as a whole)
Plus it seems like everyone i know seems to love interior alot alot.
My love for interior is just like ok ok.
I pray to God that i will love my course more and more as days pass.
I was also damn sad.
Cause not in the same class as Jenny,IDAH and Fatimah!
SAD la.
But we are buddy classes.
and i should count myself lucky cause i'm in the same class as Catherine and 2 other people from camp(i forgot their names :x!!)
I feel like i haven't met yy,they all for SO long.
I miss them.
Like they asked me to go play pool with them,
but shucks i'm sick.
i miss hanging out with them.
:(

2005-05-20T22:09:00.000-07:00

Sat-Sun(14-15may):
Went for the Nero dream camp.
Quite fun.
But it's not like very fun those type la.=/
Was in the same group,"Cupid", as Benjamin and Shaliza.
Fuhua-ians that went were, Audrey,Ouyang,Hui san,Shaliza,Jinming,Benjamin and of course ME!
haha!
The different stations games were fun!
One of the station we have to be blindfolded and eat whatever food they gave us.
Damn awful!
Got one of it tasted damn salty and spicy.
Eeee..
Then they drew on us.!
Another station was at the school field.
They made us act as different animals.
Made us shout around and act like monkeys.
After that our Wiseman(GL) kept wanting us to shout cheers in monkey language.
So malu!
But the Highlight of the camp is the night walk.
Shit.!
They scare the crap out of me when they told the ghost stories!(Jinming see i admit i was scared kay.!)
I so didn't want to go for the night walk.
Lucky my partner was damn nice.
Kept ensuring me there was nothing to be afraid of.
Sure enough it wasn't scary.
^^
And oh ya,
Jinming's pants very popular during the camp.
hahaha!
Shaliza and I counted like 5-6 people wearing the same pair of pants during the camp!O.O!

Tues-Thurs(17-19may):

DE CAMP TIME

It was Damn damn FUN!
Bonded very well with Idah while walking to Sentosa.
Arrived at St John's island at around noon time..
(we all meet up at 8 am)
It was raining..
I made some friends on the ferry(like Ren hui,Yu ting,Sophia,Sing Yee)
Cause i'm like super friendly =/
HAHAHA!
First day is like practicularly about Ice breaking..
Getting to know more peeps..
Got spilt into groups..
I'm in the group "Sai-less"(hahaha! i know it's pronunce that way but don't know how to spell it)
We all were blindfolded and walked around St John.
and blindfolded as in really cannot see anything.
Quite fun!
As we walked,got people disturb us.
Drew on us,poke us,pour water on us!
We were all covered with paint after that!
The whole walk took about a few hours.
Damn long!
Then after dinner,we had Night walk(yea..AGAIN!)
This one was super funny!
Hahaha!
Me and Eileen kept laughing like crazy at almost every station!
It wasn't scary at all.
Carp(aka Hamster,Shim,Cup) screamed at every station!
Damn funny!!
Especially when he ran out of the POW station!
The hell room was the scariest.
When the whole thing was over it was morning.
As in like 6+,7+ like that.

Second day
Woke up.
Forgot what we have done.=/
Had treasure hunt.
Our team really really bonded after that!
It was so much fun.!
Really hard to put it into words.
Almost everyone in our team was drawn on the face.
Alamak!
The marker stain on my face cannot wash off until the next day.
So i walked around like Robin Hood for the whole day.
hahaha!
We came in second place for the treasure hunt.
When we reached there the first team only just arrived.
Wasted right?!
But nevermind,it was just a game.:)
Then the Seniors had something in mind.
hahaha!
Cup had to kiss Anson(the person in charge of the camp)When he was sleeping.
Super funny.
We became super high!
We played our own games after that.
It was a Blast!
We had to auction for food later that night with the points we gained throughout the camp.
The first day we didn't get a single point..
But because of Treasure hunt we got 900+ points!
Can you believe it??
The food was alright.
We got extra food(CURRY CHICKEN) because of treasure hunt.<3
After eating we had to think of a skit..
Man i hate this kind of stuff!
We were so hyped during the treasure hunt that we lost all our energy.
After eating we just laid on the basketball court and star grazed.
The sky was beautiful.
Had Campfire at the beach.
But because everyone was so drained that the camp fire was sadly quite boring..
It was early morning when the camp fire started..
And we found out that Shawn who was in my group,is actually a senior pretending to be a freshie.
Cheated our feelings.
TSK!
And our shim during that Shim "beauty contest" broke his bra!
HAHAHA!

Third day.
We woke up after about an hour of sleep.
Damn exhuasted.
Ate then went on to the basketball court for telematch.
It started pouring.
But the telematch still went on.
Had a great time!
I kana mayo on my head!
Then Xy,Jia ling,Eileen they all kana flour!
haha!
Had our skit.
We were not prepared.
Plus our story line sucks.
Then suddenly Cup just stepped up and
Woah! our story became so much better!
and we won 2nd place!
Really must thank him!
we had lunch after that.
Damn pathetic the amount of food.
So in the end only Me,Xy,Eileen,Jia ling and Hui hsien ate,
Feeding each other with our hands.
We purposely missed and everybody's faces had noodles on it.
hahaha!
Went to wash up.
So cute.
Me and Yuting wore the same outfit!
So coincidental!
On to the jetty after that.
Took some pics.
Fell alseep on the ferry back to Sentosa.
Reached Sentosa exchanged contacts.
Found out that Eileen is like me,
likes to burp after drinking soft drinks.
So we burped together!
hahaha!
Went our seperate ways after reaching harbour front.
Me,Hui san,Mei wen and Sing yee ate at harbour front together.
then went home with Sophia and friends.

What a ball!
I really had no regrets..
Made a lot of friends!
:)))
Super LONG entry.
Paiseh.
I already shortened it already!
Hurhurhur!
And oh ya,St john's Island actually not that scary.
Just that their toilets are damn dirty and all are squat one.
(My best friends sure know that it's my worse nightmare!*winks*)
hahaha!
Alot of us wanted to shit but held it in until we reached mainland Singapore so that we can shit in some place cleaner and more "high class".
and their shower is damn open concept one.
Other than that it was ok.
Oh oh oh!
Must Thank Xy and Eileen!
Cause the second day i was super tired and they willingly piggybacked me a couple of times!
<3 piggybacks!
And Jialing is my Tired khaki..
haha!
The both of us are always the most restless ones out of the group.

2005-05-13T23:41:00.000-07:00

Eww...
I look like a FREAKYING MUSHROOM right now.!

:(

2005-05-12T23:47:00.000-07:00

Looking back..
I believe i was pretty Ah lian back then?
Lucky i got out of that phrase!
I'm gonna stop using Singlish now.
Well i can still use a little singlish.
Come on.
Who can live in Singapore without speaking a single "la"
a day?(Excluding the caucasians.)
It's typical Singaporean style.
And i'm proud of my "La"s la okay?
Hurhurhur..

Went to SP with San to collect the form for the FOC of Design and Environment school.
It states "any DEATHS/injuries...etc etc..we will not take any responsbilty."
Like HUH right?!
Deaths?!
haha!
It's making us think twice about spending 3days 2 night on that Ulu ulu island.

Traveled to Suntec after that to return our Subway uniforms.
When we got there,
I realised that i freakying miss that place.
Ordered a Pizza sub(i think that's what it's called) sandwhich,
and wanted to pay for it when suddenly Alson just said "on the house".(or something like that)
I was so touched!(haha!)
And it was damn yummy.
I'm an official Subway lover now.!

A Stussy top screamed "buy me buy me!" today.
Tsk.
Too bad...
You are just too small and tight for me..
hahaha!
I'm currently out of my mind.
Do forgive me..
AND AND AND
I'm going to the Nero(?) camp on sat!!
YAY!!
Thanks Shaliza!!

2005-05-11T19:45:00.000-07:00

i wanted to listen to some song,
then i clicked on the wrong song instead
and it started playing "At the beginning".
A song filled with beautiful memories.
I started reminiscing.
Flashes of sec 3 camp came back into my head.
It was hard to believe that it was 2 years ago,
when it just seems like yesterday,
where we were running around ,calling ourselves "Act cool" and "Act cute",
dancing round the campfire like idiots,shouting cute cheers,
and the fun we had spending the night at the tents and chalets.
Hahaha!
It was so much fun!
I miss being in sec sch.
Where we start copying homework immediately after we reached sch,
Fooling around in class,
Pissing the teachers,like Ms Ek, off.
I even miss Ms Ek and her white hair.(which is INSANE!)
But sadly we all have to move on.
That's life.
But I'm really thankful for the memories i had with 3e/4e.
:)

2005-05-09T18:49:00.000-07:00

Okie dokie.
I'm gonna fly off to Zara soon(which is like a few days later haha!) and buy the tops that i want!
The opportunity cost will be the topshop bermudas.
hahaha!Economics talk.
My stomach is ROARING for food right now.
Tsk.
F1 yesterday was a major disappointment to me.
Ferrari is such a letdown this year.
BOO!
Barrichello i know you are damn cute and bald,
but can you please race faster?
Tsk tsk.

2005-05-08T19:10:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY MOMMY!!

Anyways,today's mother's day so i didn't go to chruch.
Went out with my family.
Bought my mom the skin care product that she wanted.
Ate at Yoshinoya.
Quite a fun day.
My mom held onto my bro's hands while i held onto my dad's hands.
hahaha!
She told me to!

Oh later i can watch F1 again!!
HOW HAPPY!!
=D

2005-05-06T21:52:00.000-07:00

It was pouring like crazy today
so we changed the time of our meetup for like 10 times.
I woke up at 11 towards 12.(SO EARLY right?!)
then i waited and waited and waited.
Was about to fall asleep.
then it stopped raining.
(_ _")Tskful weather!

Met up with Justin to pass him my sleeping bag.
On to Je.
Fiona came(She looked so different!)
Hui san and her sis(so cute!) then turned up.
Went with them to make their contact lens
Ate and made our ez link.
Me and Hui san left for Orchard soon after
while her sis and Fiona went home.

On the way there saw Vanessa and Angelia.
That Luo han yu pushed my face against the MRT door for like what seems to be an eternity!
Like WTH right?!
So humiliating la!
HAHAHA!
Roamed Orchard together.
Went our seperate ways after awhile.

So many cute clothes.
So little money.
My pay is not even enough for me to live a day of luxury!
Tsk tsk.

SORRY to Junxiang they all cause i pangseh-ed them.
=//////
Next time okay okay?!^^

2005-05-05T18:12:00.000-07:00

i was so bored yesterday that i cried.
Ah...I think i was moodswinging.

LIFE is super duper BORING!
I almost died on Tues.
There was no nice show(except CSI) and then i was like
rotting and rotting and rotting and
rotting and rotting and rotting and
rotting and rotting.
I can whine all day long about it.
But i think i'll stop here and save you all from the boredom i'm suffering.
I'm like a superhero!
Hurhur!

Planning to watch The House Of Wax.
But i heard it sucks really bad.
Idk.
But there's Paris Hilton in it.

And i'm like on Cloud Nine now cause I'm going out Tommorrrow with Hui san!!
Finally able to breathe in some fresh air.
:D
Oh ya,My mom cooked for me CURRY today!!
<3<3<3

2005-05-02T00:55:00.000-07:00

Today was my last day of work!!!
It was a hectic day.
Once i reached there i thought it was pretty quiet.
Soon after so many customers came!
Non-stop too!
It was crazy.!
I was so worn out.
Couldn't take it.
Half way through alot of us were getting fustrated.
There were WAY too many customers.
But overall it was a good day.
Sold our last bread at 8.30pm.(We close at 10 everyday.!)
So that means we could take our time to clean up.
Though i really wanna leave subway.
But i can't deny that i found it hard for me to leave that place today,knowing that it's my last day.
:(
I will miss Menx!(sorry until now i still don't know how to spell your name.Hahaha!)
Wenyi too!

Now it's back to slacking days~
Man i need a life!
About yesterday..
I am too lazy to retype the whole thing again.
SO..(HEHE!)
Check out other people's blog kay?! ^^

I can't wait to go out with Hui san.
Need to go shopping!
Realised i haven't been to Orchard for quite some time.(SO SAD right?!)
And NO,yesterday wasn't counted.
Cause we walked around there for like 5 mins and i had to leave.
hurhur.

I SO wish sch starts earlier.:(
And i have this urge to go back to chruch again.
If only there's a companion to go with me.

And i always say the dumbest things at the wrong time.
(sigh)
It's so tskful.

2005-04-30T23:20:00.000-07:00

awww..
I just wrote a LONG LONG entry and..
Blogspot didn't save it and i lost my entry!!!
:((((((((((((

2005-04-29T16:16:00.000-07:00

Peekaboo you meanie poo!
haha!
Anyways,Sunday is my last day of work!!
Finally the Sun is shining bright for me!hurhur.!
Realised that there's no point in staying.Cause i always end up making a mess instead of helping out.(like yesterday,i'm suppose to top up the sauses,but i spilled alot of it and made a mess but i was quick to clean it up,before anyone finds out.=/)
And i only made like $200+?
Pathetic? yeah i know.But it was fun.
One good thing about Subway is...
You get to eat cookies that are out of shape,but taste just as nice!
and i even brought some home ytd.
I'M LIKE SO HAPPY!*bimbo scream*
Maybe i should work for Famous Amos(is that how you spell it?)!
I'll be in paradise then!

I CAN'T WAIT FOR TML!!
Finally get to see peeps which i haven't seen in a zillion years!
I MISS MISS MISS YOU ALL!

2005-04-25T20:10:00.000-07:00

I'm currently voiceless.Well almost.i can bearly hear myself when i'm speaking.I cannot answer the phone cause i'm sure the person on the other line will be like "Huh?Huh?Huh?Huh?" Freaky.This is the first time my sore throat has turn out that bad.I have been coughing non-stop. Even yesterday when i was working,i couldn't even speak to the customers without the help of Wenyi,cause they could bearly hear me.I was suddenly coughing like crazy when i was serving this one customer,that my eyes actually teared up when i look at him and asked him "all veggies?" and he look so scared,like i'm going to cry any moment. I MISS MY VOICE! I miss shouting.I miss talking loudly.I miss screaming.I miss singing.Boo hoo. God please cure my throat and let me be able to speak and scream at the top of my voice again.AMEN!

Sat was my mum's birthday,I bearly seen her the whole day. I was working on Sunday so i couldn't go out with them for a shopping trip,but we went for dinner together.My family seemed really happy yesterday,especially my mum.!^^

2005-04-22T17:07:00.000-07:00

i've decided on SP.It was totally unexpected.Even to me. I'm quite shocked that i have choosen SP.Cause in the past i know i would definitely jump at the chance of joining NP.Plus it's Biotech(My love you know?!).But the long wait of knowing whether my appeal to NP is successful or not, had killed all my hopes of getting into the course.I learnt to accept the fact that i cannot join Np and decided to give Sp a chance.I started to be quite ok with the sch,i know i can adapt and everything.Then the Unexpected happened.My appeal was succesful.My heart keeps telling me SP SP.So i guess i'll stick with Sp.But the problem is even when i made the decision,i'm terribly depress.I love both courses and both courses are like completely different!I seriously hope i made the right decision.:(

Next,i may want to quit my Subway job.Not that i hate it.I seriously LOVE the job! I learnt alot there and had alot of fun there.Though it's really pressurizing at first,but i learnt to cope.The problem is,i need money.For poly and everything.I need to buy sch stuff.My parents aren't going to sponsor me at all.And at the rate i'm working,I may even earn less then $300 this month.For real!Then i think there's no point in staying.Cause i already made plans with what i will do with the cash(it's a secert),but working there,i doubt i will have the chance to carry on with my plans.i'm actually thinking of finding another job right now.This is depressing.

I'm feeling so down.It's so unlike me.

2005-04-21T15:37:00.000-07:00

Ngee Ann poly or Singapore poly?! Np or Sp?! Np or Sp?! Np or Sp?!ARGH! In a dilemma.

I just enrolled yesterday into SP.Then suddenly i received a call from Np saying that my appeal to Biotech is successful! Can you believe it?! Just when i'm okay with Sp and Interior Design,soon after my appeal to Np is Successful.How am i going to decide?!! Hope it's not some Prank call.I will so kill them if they call back later and say that their com was experiencing some kinda problem and my appeal actually isn't successful!!ACTUALLY it will be better off if they call back and say that,then i don't have to decide.Sigh.Man this is HARD.

2005-04-20T17:23:00.000-07:00

Went with Hui San to Sp to enrol.Done with all the documents,took pic for our admin card.MUHAHA!i look so DORKY! What an ugly pic.TSK TSK.Went for talks about camps and stuff.We decided to go for the design camp.We were fickle at first so we went to the next talk about another camp then decided to go for the Design camp.(i'm quite scared actually.The camp at St John island.Deserted and spooky!!!(It's like Survivor.Being dumped on a deserted island.)PLUS i've never taken a boat ride before! What if i PUKE?!!)HAHAHA! Okay.i think too far.Hurhur!But ya,then we haven't decide to go for the Student Union camp yet.Hui San didn't have enough money so we have to go Atm,then got one cute guy guide us there!!=/ My eyecandy.I'm starting to like SP already!MUHAHAHA!!!

Went for medical checkup at SATA.The wait was so long!Waited for around 2 hours.Felt bad for making Huisan wait with me.THANKS alot AH SAN!!^^

Oh!Found out today that i just have to work ONE DAY this week.!hahaha!Ok.I guess i will only earn like $300 this month.hahaha!

2005-04-16T01:02:00.000-07:00

I started work!!! 2nd day of work and i still don't know what's going on.Hahaha! But time passes very fast there.Excellent! And i just saw innova's uniform.It's very "lovely".=/ hahaha! Well from the pic i saw, i think Fuhua uniform is much much better(I never thought this day would ever come!!).Maybe it looks better in person?
Anyways,i wonder why all fugly uniforms are chosen/designed by students?! How wierd is that?!

This is such a random entry.hurhur.

Edit:OK! I'll take back my words! IJC's uniform is a billion times better than Fuhua's! Fuhua's uniform is rated as the ugliest uniform on my list.

2005-04-10T23:30:00.000-07:00

It's my grandpa's 93th birthday.Had lunch.WOO!It was scary.We had dimsum lunch at this don't know what's the name restaurant at parkway.The food just kept coming in! We were full just eating the first few dishes(like seriously)!We had to cancel some of the orders in the end. And my aunt's table couldn't eat finish some of the food,and she kept bringing it over to our table.Omg.First time ever in my life i felt this full.!But it was comical.!We were so damn full,but didn't wanna waste any food,so we sort of came up with lame excuses to force other people to eat more.! Victor was of course the common victim.Haha.!The birthday cake was so damn yummy!

So many little kids these days.I remembered when me and my cousins were young,we would run away after eating,now it's the next generation.Haha!Gabriel made my day.He's so cute!!I felt like kidnapping him home.!muahaha!If i'm a little girl,i may fall in love with him.MUHAHA!He's freakying adorable.!Shane too!Debbie has a crush on him,she kisses him all the time.!muahaha!It gets livelier each year.!Could really feel the family bonding.It felt great.!

Went to parkway parade after that,did some shopping!Bought a skirt,and my contacts,and some other things.I'm flying so high right now!Hurhurhur.

2005-04-09T16:00:00.000-07:00

I'm so dozy right now.I was planning to sleep until like 2 or 3 pm.But my bro blast the music and i woke up!(_ _") Only 8 hours of sleep.TSK.

Received letter from NYP.My appeal was successful.Muahaha!I felt bad.Cause i went to appeal and now it's successful,i didn't want to go into that course.(neither do Emily and Hui san!HAHA!)At first i thought i heard NP and i was like "WHAT?!! NP?!! (WEEE!!)" .Then my bro was like NYP not NP.Idiot.Made me happy over nothing.*grumble grumble grumble* hahaha!

I wanna go for high tea.tsk
Need to take a nap.Tata.

2005-04-09T01:40:00.000-07:00

Was late today.Thanks to SP pre-enrolment thingy.I was lost just doing it.So damn confused.hahaha!ARGH! my hatred for that sch just keeps growing and growing and growing.=/

Went out with Kai zi to queensway.She wanna buy nike dunks.One advice for you,when you go queensway,never wear lousy spoilt shoes.MUHAHA! i just realised people there love to look at other peoples' shoes and i wore my spoilt shoes then it's so EMBARRESSING.Muhahaha!Then saw alot of jc students.I envy them! All wear sch uniform!!i also wanna wear sch uniform!! But of course not Fuhua's.i will faint if i get a jc uniform like fuhua's.hahaha!It's so...Tskful.hurhur.

Didn't buy anything in queensway in the end.Went to Bugis after that.I didn't buy anything.So sad.Walked for hours.Kaizi did.She was so determined to buy some clothes home!HAHA.

I felt guilty for doubting subway(not really actually.haha!)The manager called today,FINALLY.We got the job.Have to go lido on tues.So yeah,think i will start work next week!YAY!Bye bye rotting days!Hello $$$$! muahahha!!

I ate alot today!ALOT!i ate long john sliver,before i came home.Reached home ate LAKSA,then DURIANS!!(my dream came true!)hahaha!i was so damn full!But now i'm actually HUNGRY again!!HAHA.i only ate at around 9pm! It's ridiculous right?!!I grew like fatter(which is a good thing),until...I went to try one top today.Muahaha!I looked like i've got a tummy!!The horror!!i wanna grow fatter,but i don't want to have a tummy.Don't want don't want.!*acts like a spoilt brat*
Another advice,Don't eat supper every night.HAHA!

2005-04-07T00:14:00.000-07:00

I've been rotting watching tv rotting rotting watching tv sleeping rotting.So exciting! hahaha! Actually i wanna add eating inside,but there's no more tidbits at home.(_ _") So if you are kind,please donate some tidbits to my house.!thank you. haha!

I've got the feeling that i had been cheated,both mentally and physically!

ok.DON'T think too much.Hahaha.!Mentally as in i think our joys of "getting" the subway job has gone down the drain(Hui san was suppose to start work today,and that guy was suppose to call us by this week,but until today he still hasn't call.)So sad right? And physically as in we made our way from our homes to suntec,it's so tiring okay?! Not an easy task. Muahaha! Kay,i'm being so damn lame here.Tsk tsk.

Need to look for another job.I'm too lazy to wait for the subway job.And and and!! i finally signed some of my SP documents!! YAY!!Hahaha.!

Finally get to chat with Angeline.It's been a million billion trillion years since we last chatted.It's good to catch up.!^^ Chatted with charles too,he helped me to kill my boredom for awhile.So coincidental somemore.Haha!Thanks ya.Chat with me more often kay!!

I'm so surprising guai lately.I actually killed boredom by helping my mom with some household chores.Surprise Surprise!! hahaha! I'm sucha good girl. HURHURHUR!

AND AND AND

JUDY chose YOGA for her pe.!HOW CUTE!!hahaha!

I'm craving for some yummy creamy DURIANS!! OOOOO!! Also KFC crispy chicken,chicken pie,Famous Amos cookies!!OMG!! So long never eat those food!! OOO!! LAKSA too!! OMG! I'm hungry just thinking about it.

2005-04-03T01:00:00.000-08:00

I have this terrible terrible urge to get a tattoo.Really.Seriously!Believe me people.Haha.I wanna get a small one behind my left ear(I'm really timid kays).Or maybe i should get one around my hip.But so many people advice me not to.Plus my parents will KILL me if i told them about it.Tsk.I need to think about it.

Oh.I'm starting work like the week after next.Must make plans to enjoy myself next week.!(Sad thing is there is no one to accompany me.=( Boohoo!)I will SO miss my days rotting at home.I'm sucha lazy bum.haha.I think i need to go for a work out.I feel so unhealthy lately.But it's not like last time where i can sms my gym buddies for a date to the gym.They are now either schooling or working.Sigh.

Read my SP package.OMG!Many people said that there are so many documents to sign.But i'm like so confused?!I really don't now what's going on.What documents to sign?!!Can somebody be kind enough to help me? Guess i have to read the thick documents and the guide again.TSK TSK.

2005-04-01T21:05:00.000-08:00

My dad made me LOL! Apparently,i switched laptops with him,and all our grad day videos are inside.(i forgot) OMG!He watched all of them and kept commenting on our dances! Muahaha! I miss those carefree days. Now it's like so restricted.Tsk tsk.

Anyways,went for the subway interview with hui san today.Got the job.Hui san will start work first.But the pay is really very low.Two weeks only around 300 bucks. One month 600 bucks.Same amount of money i earned in 2 weeks with my old job.But nevermind,it's better than nothing and their working environment is not bad.Thanks Wenyi,Zhi jian and wenjun!^^

Haven't writen my letter to NYP yet.Please God don't let me get into NYP,AMEN.!Hurhur.Still haven't read my SP package.THERE'S SO MANY THINGS TO READ!!I'm so lazy.tsk tsk.Must read it by tonight.

I'm planning to buy JJC uniform.! LOL! So that i can mingle with the other 3 girls when we plan to meet up after sch.Then all 4 of us will be wearing the same uniform!Hurhurhur.Or maybe i should buy SA uniform?So damn cute,plus i've got the jc look right?!MUAHAHA.At least i will have a jc uniform and when we meet up,it will look cute.I think i think too much.Haha.

And oh,i think i'm like cursed.Cause last night,when i was dying to watch the OC,TWO blackouts occurred in my block during the show,and i missed out most of it!!How untimely.But the new season of One Tree Hill cheered me up.Hurhur.

Ee yer.The NKF Show makes me wanna slap that stupid ballistic old lady.And it makes me afraid to consume sweets again.! =(

Hui san is going M'sia tml. So lucky! Get to go shopping!I need a holiday trip overseas too. I envy her. Emily is starting work at coffeeclub tml.Seems like i'm the only one who isn't with any plans.Boring boring life i lead.

2005-04-01T01:29:00.000-08:00

Feeling kinda emo right now. Just nice it's april's fool day. Fuck.I do feel so much like a fool right now.

Cause it's breaking my heart
when i look in your eyes
and i know
You're not seeing me anymore
and when you're all i'm living for.

2005-03-31T22:01:00.000-08:00

I need to improve on my english..Like ALOT!After receiving my O level results my parents are asking me why i've only gotten B4 for english.My bro was like mocking at me cause he's gotten B3.Argh.Kay.Think i better start reading some books.If not i will die.Talked to Shawnrick(he's my pri sch friend)just now on the phone.Felt even worse about my english cause that guy's gotten A1 for English!!I must speak english 24 7 now.!

Funny how i used to speak english 24 7 in pri sch.When i came to Fuhua sec,everybody was speaking chinese.It was really difficult for me at first.Then when i was posted to ijc,everyone was speaking English! And i couldn't really understand some words they were saying.tsk tsk.And speaking of shawnrick! PUHAHAHA! i think i was a really mean kid in pri sch.Cause i remembered i always gave him my leftovers,fearing that my mom would scold me for wasting food,and he would always eat it!HAHA!I was so mean..Those were the days.haha!

Finished watching all 3 LOTR vcds.*Flashes my billion dollar smile*The movie was AWESOME! Gonna watch it again.Plan to on sat 9 hours straight!hehe!Especially since Legolas and Aragorn are hot(=/) and Gimli cracks me up everytime! haha!

The OC is starting in like less than an hours time!!Can't wait!! Wonders how the other 3 girls are doing in jjc.Miss them.Haven't seen them ever since Sy's birthday.Sigh.Hope they are coping well in jjc.